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Parsley Pesto

Parsley harvest from two big plants

For much of my life I believed pesto had to be made with basil.

De-stemming parsley takes a long time. A kind of meditation or something to do with a ballgame on the radio, especially if the Giants are winning

When I lived in Sacramento, I grew a small patch of basil that produced massive quantities of basil. I would harvest all but a few nascent leaves, and within a few weeks the plants would be gigantic again. I also grew lots of fabulous garlic and almonds. I gave pesto parties. People would come and help de-stem the basil, avail themselves of my Cuisinart, my garlic, my almonds, and go home with big bowls of pesto made however they wished to make their batch.

The fruit, so to speak, of my labor

Upon my arrival in Mendocino seventeen years ago, I planned to continue growing basil and garlic, though I knew almonds were not to be grown here. To my chagrin, basil did not grow here in the fantastical way it grew in Sacramento. Indeed, it was not warm enough to grow much basil outside of a greenhouse, and the local slugs and bugs were attracted to young basil plants as cats are drawn to catnip.

Ran out of walnuts, found some pistachios

I had a few years of modest success growing basil, but not enough to make more than small batch or two every summer, and I eventually resorted to buying basil from vendors at the farmers market who came to Mendocino from warmer climes. Indeed, I made less and less pesto until one day I was gazing at one of our two gigantic parsley plants and said to Marcia, “What can we possibly do with all this parsley?”

Checking the blend, tasting, the mix says, “More olive oil.”

Not long thereafter, Marcia sent me a link to a cooking web site. I clicked on the link and was taken to a Parsley Pesto recipe. To my delight, the recipe was close kin to my basil pesto recipe, except instead of basil leaves, the recipe called for parsley.

The new batch joins the last jar of the last batch in the freezer

Thus began my parsley pesto career. True, parsley pesto does not taste like basil pesto, yet we find it delicious. We also sometimes make chard pesto, which is also good, though I prefer parsley pesto to chard pesto. And now and then I’ll buy basil and make el classico. But for tonight… parsley pesto!

This will go nicely with a gluten-free spaghetti and sautéed zucchini and mushrooms. Deliciosa!

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If You Will piano solo by Todd

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Haircuts (from 2018)

My last blog entry was a re-posting of a piece entitled Children from ten years ago. Much to my delight, a few readers let me know they very much enjoyed the oldie, so I thought I’d re-post another one from the days of yore. Haircuts is from four years ago, posted six months before the pandemic arrived. Much has changed in our lives since then, but at least one thing in my life hasn’t changed: my hair continues to grow and Marcia continues to cut it.

“You are responsible, forever, for what you have tamed. You are responsible for your rose.” Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Today, the first of April, Easter, 2018, no kidding, Marcia is giving me a haircut. The weather has turned warmish, finally, the Japanese maples are leafing out, the huckleberries have set prodigious quantities of blossoms for the second year in a row and the bumblebees are loudly pollinating those blossoms, the hummingbirds are zooming around looking for flowers and love, the mouth of Big River is teaming with harbor seals, and life she is on the upswing.

I only brush my hair when I happen to look in a mirror, which is not often. Thus my hair is frequently in a state of disarray, and when my hair is long I resemble a gray-haired Bozo the Clown. In the 1960s and 70s I wanted to grow my hair long enough to have a ponytail, but even when I went without a cut for four years, my hair only got about five-inches-long all around and thereafter the tips grew brittle and broke off. Nowadays I enjoy a little extra fur during the winter, and when spring has sprung, Marcia tames the tangle.

When I was a boy, my mother would take me to a barbershop every six months and a not-very-friendly man would cut off most of my hair. They called this a crew cut, though it might have been called a shaved head. I hated getting haircuts, but after a day or so of my ears feeling cold, I forgot about my hair, not being one who looked in mirrors.

While in a Bozo-the-Clown phase, as I have been for some months now, my hair elicits comments from people I know and from people I don’t know. Interestingly, nearly all these comments are complimentary, in a roundabout way. For instance, a woman coming out of the grocery store a few days ago startled at the sight of me and said, “Whoa. Great hair.” Subtext: You actually scared me a little, but I appreciate the wildness.

In the post office, a woman with hair even more topsy-turvy than mine, grinned at my coiffure and said, “Way to go.”

Marcia recently underwent a radical change in her hair style, her first major style shift since several years before we got together eleven years ago. The Marcia I married had long blonde hair that fell nearly to her waist. Indeed, she was renowned in Mendocino as the principal cellist of Symphony of the Redwoods with gorgeous long blonde hair, and as the cellist in the Mendocino Music Festival orchestra with gorgeous long blonde hair. Thus when she got most of her hair cut off last year, dozens of people came up to me at the first orchestral concert of the music festival and said one of two things. “Marcia cut her hair!” or “Where is Marcia?”

My answers were, “Yes, she did,” and “She is there with short hair.”

My haircuts, by contrast, do not prompt widespread alarm in the community. In fact, only a few people will notice that I’ve gotten the haircut I am about to get because I am not locally renowned for my hair or anything else. If I were to start wearing a suit and tie every day, some people in town would notice my wardrobe change and wonder why I no longer wore Giants sweatshirts. However, to elicit multiple comments about my hair I would have to dye my mop pink, and I think pink hair would make me look weird. Weirder.

When I lived in Berkeley, I got a haircut every six months. I would walk to Solano Avenue where, guided by chance and intuition, I would choose one of the several hair cut joints staffed by Asian women who spoke little or no English. I would enter the joint, wait for someone to gesture at an empty barber’s chair, and say politely, “May I please have my hair cut short on the sides and leave some on top.” And then I would surrender to the gods of haircuts.

On one occasion, a young woman began cutting my hair and after a few minutes stopped to confer with another young woman who then took over cutting my hair. After a moment, this second woman stopped cutting my hair and called over an older woman who studied my hair for a moment, smiled at me and said, “You hair no lie down. Only go up when cut short. No can brush down.”

“Yes,” I said. “Is okay. Cut short on sides, leave some on top.”

And then to put them at ease, I told my favorite hair-cutting joke. “You know the difference between a good haircut and a bad haircut?”

The three women looked at me with obvious concern and said many things to each other in what I think was Chinese, but may have been Vietnamese.

“Two weeks,” I said, and when it was clear they didn’t understand the joke, I tried to explain why the joke was funny, which is never a good idea, and then I told the joke again, which caused the older women to nod emphatically and say, “Yes, okay. You come back two weeks. Sure. We cut some man hair every week.”

Now the deed is done. Marcia worked uncharacteristically fast today, snipping and fluffing and snipping, and she seemed to enjoy the process this time, which has not always been the case.

I certainly feel lighter and more intelligent. I don’t know why getting a haircut sharpens the mind, but it does for me. Perhaps we receive vital information from the collective consciousness through our hair, and by removing the old brittle hair tips, my reception of useful data has improved. Let’s hope so.

I saved the hair that was previously attached to my head, and once I get the fire going in the woodstove this evening I will burn those detached locks in a ritualistic pagan Easter Passover rebirth ceremony, no kidding, to bid farewell to old fears and erroneous assumptions that have been holding me back from optimal appreciation of this moment.

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Children (from 2012)

Having recently posted the nine scenes composing George Is Writing A Play, I am now immersed in making a new album of songs and getting ready to bring out my new book of stories Why You Are Here and other stories. I was thinking about writing about the album-making process, and I may, but this morning I woke up wondering what I posted on my blog ten years ago.

So I resorted to the trusty archives at the bottom of my blog page (over 700 postings to choose from!), clicked on May 2012, and up came Children. What fun it was to read this again. I thought you might enjoy it, too. So here it is.

“I would suspect that the hardest thing for you to accept is your own beauty. Your own worth. Your own dignity. Your own royal pedigree. Your priestly identity as one who blesses and is blessed in return. Your own calling to learn to love and allow yourself to be loved to the utmost.” Alan Jones

I was in Corners a few days ago, perusing the bananas, when a little girl, four-years-old, came right up to me and said, “Know what?”

“What?” I replied, never having seen her before.

“I made up a special song.” She nodded to affirm this. “Do you want to hear it?”

“Of course,” I said, delighted by her. “Who wouldn’t?”

And without a moment’s hesitation she began to sing about how beautiful the day was and how happy she was and how much she loved her mother and having chocolate milk. The melody was something of a hybrid, Mary Had A Little Lamb meets Oh What A Beautiful Morning, and the tune changed key several times throughout her rendition. In short: a masterpiece. Oh, and she danced as she sang, a subtle shimmying hula. Brilliant.

“That was fabulous,” I declared, applauding. “I loved it.”

“Do you want to hear another one?” she asked, frowning quizzically, as if she couldn’t quite believe my reaction.

“Sure,” I said, nodding enthusiastically. “Who wouldn’t?”

So she launched into another song with a melody not unlike the first, this one about her favorite foods: fruit, chocolate, ice cream, pizza, popcorn, and spaghetti, with each verse ending in “minestrone soup.” Another masterwork.

I applauded again and said, “Thank you so much. You made my day.”

“I would sing another one,” she said, shrugging apologetically, “but we have to go.”

“There are no wrong notes, only wrong resolutions.” Bill Evans

“When I was two-years-old,” said my grandmother Goody, her voice ringing with passion, “my mother had another baby, and a few days later the baby died in her crib and my mother screamed at me, ‘Did you touch the baby?’ That’s the very first thing I remember about my life.” She reflected for a moment. “I think that’s why I always feel responsible for anything that ever goes wrong.”

“For anything that goes wrong in your life?” I asked, adjusting the volume on my tape recorder.

“In my life, your life, anybody’s life.” She laughed her musical laugh. “I’m responsible for everything bad that happens to anyone. It’s all my fault.”

Goody was born in 1900 in the Jewish ghetto of Detroit, her father a cantor with a golden voice who made a few pennies preparing boys for bar mitzvah, while Goody’s mother was the primary breadwinner by keeping a little grocery store above which Goody and her two brothers and parents lived. When Goody was six-years-old, her performances at school—singing, dancing, and acting—caught the eye of a wealthy Jewish matron who felt Goody possessed talent worth cultivating, and this matron offered to pay for Goody to have the best singing, dancing, and acting lessons Detroit had to offer. Alas, Goody’s parents, orthodox Jews from Eastern Europe, believed the theater world was the Devil’s playground and so they rejected the generous offer.

“I might have been a star,” said Goody, aiming her words at the tape recorder. “I could sing like a bird and dance like Isadora what’s-her-name, but what I loved most was acting, turning myself into people who did all the things I was forbidden to do.”

“The creation of something new is not accomplished by the intellect but by the play instinct acting from inner necessity. The creative mind plays with the objects it loves.” Carl Jung 

When I lived in Berkeley, I earned a small portion of my income as a babysitter. My favorite babysitting job was a three-hour stint, two afternoons a week, overseeing three little boys playing in my neighbor’s backyard. The boys were five-years-old and they had a fort, a small wooden platform four-feet off the ground accessible by a wooden ladder. The railing around the platform was tall and sturdy enough to keep the boys from accidentally falling off, though the boys sometimes climbed over the railing and jumped to the ground.

Because these boys had a fort and were possessed of fine imaginations, I had very little work to do except watch from a distance, intervene on rare occasions when their sword play became too emphatic, and serve them snacks around four o’clock to tide them over until supper. Sometimes they would tire of their games and come ask me to tell them a story, but usually they played happily without me for the entire three hours. Their fort was variously a spaceship, submarine, tree house, castle, armored attack vehicle, clubhouse, and pirate ship. Their bamboo sticks were variously swords, spears, guns, lasers, propulsion devices, magic wands, and fishing poles. The boys were usually united in combat against some imagined foe, though now and then they would war against each other. And what struck me as most interesting was that in all their games they imagined themselves to be men, not boys, but men they hoped to become—strong and daring and resourceful.

Watching those little boys play, I would often recall the large wooden platform in the far corner of my childhood backyard, a makeshift deck ten-feet long and six-feet wide piled with old hand-hewn redwood grape stakes. This platform served as the stage for much of my play with one particular friend, Colin, when we were six and seven and eight-years old, Colin being much more inclined to partake of character-driven dramas than those carnage-driven dramas preferred by my other friends.

Colin and I pretended our platform was a raft floating down a mighty river, and we imagined ourselves to be fugitives, heroic outlaws, with much of our discourse the recounting of harrowing tales of how we came to be fugitives. In this way, we spent many summer hours inventing plots and autobiographies, excellent practice for what would become the main literary focus of my life: writing fiction.

“Nothing has a stronger influence psychologically on children than the unlived life of the parent.” Carl Jung

Here is a very short story, a chapter from my novel of stories Under the Table Books, about children and memory and imagination. (I had the great pleasure of reading this book aloud to make an almost thirteen-hour-long audio book, which is available from Audible and Apple Books, and I’m delighted to say that readers love it. Copies of the actual three-dimensional book are rare, but gettable from used booksellers.

The Big Green

People have always told me I’m weird. But who isn’t a little weird? You know what I mean?

 In First Grade, I would stand barefoot by a tree at the far end of the playground and I could feel stories coming into my feet and traveling up my legs and through my heart and out my mouth into the air. At first, the other kids laughed at me, but I had to do it. Every recess I would run to the tree and pull off my shoes and start babbling.

I didn’t have a single friend when I started telling the stories, but one day this boy sat down nearby and listened for a few minutes. Then he got up and ran away and came back with four other kids, and pretty soon they got up and ran away and came back with more kids, and I just kept telling about the children lost in a mysterious forest called the Big Green. Pretty soon there were dozens of kids sitting around me and when the bell rang none of them would budge until I said The End.

Well, from then on I had lots of friends and my teacher invited me to tell stories to the class while she took little naps and pretty soon I was going to other classes and telling them stories, too, until finally I was named the official story teller of the school and I was interviewed and photographed for the school paper. And then there was an article about me in the local newspaper, which is when my mother and father found out about what I was doing.

I’ll never forget that night—the day before my seventh birthday. My father came home from his office and my mother showed him the article in the paper about me and he became furious. “What are all these stories about?” he wanted to know.

I told him they were mostly about lost children and he said, “You’ve never been lost. That’s lying.”

“They’re just stories,” I said, trying to defend myself. “They like us to make up stories.”

Who likes you to?”

“The teachers.”

“Why didn’t you tell us about this?” He glared at my mother. “Did you know about this?”

“Heavens no,” she said, cringing. “He doesn’t tell me anything.”

“So now all our friends are gonna see this and…”

“We’ve had five calls already.”

“Sonofabitch,” said my father, clenching his fists. “That does it. No more story telling. You hear me? No more.”

“But…”

“But nothing. You quit telling stories or you’ll be in big trouble.”

So I stopped. It wasn’t easy, but I did it. I lost most of my friends and I got beat up by some older kids who tried to force me to tell them stories, but I’d been in big trouble with my father before and it wasn’t something I would risk again until I was seventeen and left home for good.

Now here’s the amazing part. I didn’t remember any of this until last year when I went to a psychic astrologer to celebrate turning forty-seven. The first thing she said to me was, “Your great gift emerged when you were six, but something happened and you were forced to squelch it.”

“Gift?” I said, remembering only my profound loneliness. “What kind of gift?”

“You were psychic. And judging from your chart, such a gift would have been unacceptable in your family. Even dangerous for you.”

 “I don’t remember,” I said, straining for any sort of memory from my early years.

“Then you turned to the physical. Sports?”

“All I did,” I said, remembering the endless baseball—the safe simplicity of bat meeting ball, a boy drifting back in left field to catch another towering drive, never wanting the day to end.

“And now?”

“I work at a preschool. I’m a teacher’s aide.”

Then it hit me, the way I keep the kids entertained between four and six waiting for their mommies to pick them up. I stand barefoot by a tree at the far end of the playground and tell them stories about the children lost in the Big Green. And though the children in my stories are definitely lost, they are not alone. They have each other, and so never lose hope of finding their way home.

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Ceremony of the Child song by Todd

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George Finishes His Play

Joan and George’s living room. A fire burning in the hearth.

Joan, 72, and Marilyn, 75, actresses and retired psychotherapists, are sitting on the sofa with scripts in hand. Joan’s husband George, 74, a playwright and retired English professor, and Marilyn’s husband Michael, 76, a realtor and actor, are seated in armchairs, also with scripts in hand. They are reading the last scene of George’s new play The Odyssey of Walter Iverson.

George: (reading stage directions) The living room in the home of Walter, 47, and his wife Sasha, 45. They are entertaining their good friends Anna, 55, and Fred, 62. Sasha and Anna and Fred are in the living room enjoying after-dinner wine by the fire, while Walter is down the hall in the children’s bedroom telling Steven, 7, and Elizabeth, 5, a bedtime story.

Michael: (reading Fred) I’m always amazed at how cooperative your kids are about going to bed. With our kids, every night was a battle royale to get them to brush their teeth and get in bed. They were wild things compared to your kids. What’s your secret?

Marilyn: (reading Anna) Well for one thing, they don’t let their kids watch television and have sugar before going to bed, which we did. Silly us.

Joan: (reading Sasha) And they love the bedtime stories Walter tells them. They often go to bed before their bedtimes just to get him started telling stories.

Anna: Lucky children.

Fred: I was never good at making up stories. I read Dr. Seuss to our kids until I thought I’d go insane, but I’ve never been very good at making things up.

Sasha: The hero and heroine of Walter’s bedtime stories, coincidentally, have our children’s names, but they are not, Steven and Elizabeth insist, our children. But really they are.

Fred: And what do they do in these stories?

Sasha: Well they have sidekicks. A very tall boy named Doofus who loves pizza more than anything, a fast-talking, wise-cracking girl named Mimi, and a robot named J97 who makes terrible puns. The five of them go on treasure hunts and fly their spaceship to other planets and build amusement park rides in their backyard. Things like that. With lots of trips to the pizza parlor.

Anna: No wonder they want to go to bed.

George: (reading stage directions) Walter enters and sits in an armchair.

Fred: Aesop returns.

George: (reading Walter) What have I missed?

Anna: We were just hearing about the stories you tell your kids.

Fred: What was the plot tonight?

Walter: Lately we’ve been building a multi-story tree house with lots of interior decorating going on. The four chairs in the living room are small trampolines, and the amazing futuristic kitchen is presided over by two robots, one with a British accent, that’s J97, and one with a French accent named N65. The kids did most of the telling tonight so there wasn’t much plot, but the décor was to die for.

Anna: Speaking of décor, what do you think of the set for your new play?

Walter: I love it. Brad and Phyllis have outdone themselves. Worthy of Broadway.

Fred: I only wish you were playing the lead, Walter. I know you want to focus on directing, but you really are Felix.

Walter: Felix is twenty years younger than I am. I think Jason’s gonna be fine in the role once we get through another forty or so run-throughs. And Amy and Teresa are marvelous. I’m very pleased with how things are going.

Fred: Is it true?

Walter: Is what true?

Fred: Everything that happens in the play. Did all that really happen to you?

Walter: (ponders this) It really did. Only the names and titles of plays have been changed to protect the innocent.

Anna: There’s so much happiness in the beginning, and then so much sorrow. So much love and camaraderie, and then so much deceit and cruelty.

Sasha: And then happiness again at the end.

Walter: The roller coaster of life.

Fred: Seems so unfair. Not only to you, but to the world. To be deprived of your marvelous plays.

Walter: Not unfair. Just the way things unfolded, if one thinks of life as an unfolding, which I do. And look where I ended up. In this lovely place with Sasha and our children, and with you, our marvelous friends. With our theater company of zealous players, speaking of love and camaraderie.

Anna: Even so, I don’t think I could have survived your heartbreak.

Walter: Oh I didn’t survive. I died and had to be reborn so I could carry on. Just as you and Sasha and Fred have been reborn many times in this lifetime.

Sasha: (raises her glass) Here’s to rebirth.

George: (reads stage directions) Fred and Anna and Walter raise their glasses, too, as the lights fade to darkness. The End.

George, Joan, Marilyn, and Michael put down their scripts and sit in silence for a long moment.

Marilyn: It’s a marvelous play, George. Your best yet.

Michael: I agree. Made me cry, and I almost never cry.

George: Not too schmaltzy an ending?

Joan: No. Not at all. Besides schmaltz is good for the heart.

Michael: And is it true? Did all that really happen to you, George?

George: Not to me. To someone I used to be. A long time ago.

Marilyn: Now be honest. If you had it to do over again, what would you do differently?

George: Not a thing. Not a single thing.

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Walter Auditions For Saroyan

A stage and the first row of seats in a small theater in a small town on the coast of Oregon. The unseen seats are filled with people auditioning for William Saroyan’s play The Time of Your Life.

Two men and two women are sitting in that first row of seats, each with a script in hand. The men are Fred, 50, and Brad, 60. The women are Anna, 44, and Sasha, 34. Anna and Fred are married, and Anna is directing the play. Fred, Sasha, and Brad are on the casting committee.

Phyllis, a middle-aged woman, walks onto the stage and faces the foursome.

Anna: Hi Phyllis.

Phyllis: Hi Anna. Hi everybody. Before I read, I just want to say I think The Time of Your Life is a fine play, though terribly dated. But as good as it is, I know I speak for several people who think it’s crazy for us to do a play with a jillion male characters and almost no female characters when we have many fine women actors and barely enough men in the entire town, let alone male actors, to fill the cast.

Anna: We’re reworking the play so several of the characters can be female.

Brad: Are we allowed to do that? Isn’t that copyright infringement or something?

Fred: Not at all. In Shakespeare’s time, men played women.

Brad: Maybe so. But this is not Shakespeare’s time. By about four hundred years.

Sasha: The good news is, with surprisingly few dialogue tweaks, several of the male characters play just fine as women.

Phyllis: (rolls her eyes) Now you tell us. I’m reading one of Kitty’s speeches.

Brad: You’re a little old for Kitty.

Anna: Brad. Would you please let me conduct the auditions? You’re here to listen, not talk. Okay?

Brad: Just trying to help.

Anna: (to Phyllis) You are not too old for Kitty. We’re re-imagining the play entirely.

Fred: Saroyan would approve, I’m sure. He was that kind of guy.

Brad: How do you know what kind of guy Saroyan was?

Sasha: Brad, I’m gonna kill you.

Brad: Okay, I’ll shut up.

Anna: Go ahead, Phyllis.

Phyllis: (puts on her reading glasses and reads from a script) I wanted to be an actress and have a young doctor come to the theater and see me and fall in love with me and send me flowers. I wouldn’t know who it was, and then one day I’d see him in the street and fall in love with him. I wouldn’t know he was the one who was in love with me. I’d think about him all the time. I’d dream about him. I’d dream of being near him the rest of my life. I’d dream of having children that looked like him. I wouldn’t be an actress all the time. Only until I found him and fell in love with him. After that we’d take a train and go to beautiful cities and see the wonderful people everywhere and give money to the poor and whenever people were sick he’d go to them and make them well again. (she takes off her glasses) Thanks.

Brad: She’s right. This play is terribly dated. And not very well written, if you ask me.

Sasha: (exasperated) No one asked you, Brad.

Anna: We’re also going to be modernizing the text. Thank you, Phyllis. That was wonderful.

Simon, a man in his fifties, comes onto the stage as Phyllis exits.

Anna: Hello Simon. What are you going to read for us?

Simon: Didn’t we just do The Time of Your Life? Like two years ago?

Anna: We did it eleven years ago when we had a sudden and unprecedented surplus of men. Since then we’ve gotten dozens of requests to put it on again, so finally we are, despite the current shortage of male actors. Hence the re-imagining and the modernizing of the text.

Simon: Let me tell you something. This play is not only dated, it’s embarrassingly sexist, and I say that as a card-carrying sexist. Even I’m embarrassed by how sexist it is.

Anna: We’re addressing that in the re-imagining. What are you reading for us?

Simon: Why do I need to read? You’ve heard me read a million times.

Fred: Come on, Simon. Everybody has to audition if they want to be in the play. Those are the rules.

Simon: Fine. (sarcastically) To be or not to be, that is the question? Whether tis nobler to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune or that this too too too too solid flesh would melt thaw and resolve itself into a dew. Or into a much ado? Who knows for whom the bell tolls? It tolls for thee. And probably me. And that’s our show. Thanks for coming.

Simon bows and leaves the stage.

Brad: Nothing like a good old Shakespeare montage.

Fred: I think you mean pastiche.

Abigail, a middle-aged woman, walks to the center of the stage.

Anna: Hi Abi.

Abigail: Hi. I’m thrilled to hear you’re re-sexing this play. If ever a play needed re-sexing, this one does. If you need any help with that, let me know.

Anna: I will. What are you reading for us?

Abigail: I’m gonna do part of a monologue from my new one-human show Revolt of the Pronouns.

Brad: How timely. Pronouns are all the rage these days.

Sasha: (points at Brad) I’m warning you.

Brad mimes zippering his mouth.

Abigail: (strikes a pose) Love is only a problem when contextualized as something definable, tangible, bankable, spendable. When someone says, “I need love,” they’re confusing an abstraction with what’s real. Companionship, sex, touch, flossing your teeth. These are real. We need real things. We don’t need indefinable concepts. Consider the expression I’m in love. Suggesting love is some sort of container to get into. A swimming pool? A box? And where is this swimming pool or box? Consider the expression All you need is love. The car won’t start. All it needs is love? No. It needs gas. Unless it’s an electric car, and then it needs electricity. Love is a feeling. Let’s leave it at that. (bows) Thank you. I’ll be premiering Revolt of the Pronouns two weeks from today at the Unitarian. Hope to see you all there.

Brad: Wouldn’t miss it for anything.

Anna: Thank you, Abi. That was terrific.

Walter, a man in his late thirties, walks onto the stage.

Anna: (reads from audition list) Walter Iverson. (smiles at Walter) Welcome to the Coast Players Theatre.

Walter: Thank you.

Fred: Ever been in a play before?

Walter: Yes. In high school and college and some summer stock and…

Brad: Uh oh. Are you a professional?

Walter: Was. I’m the new English teacher at the community college.

Sasha: (smitten) Welcome to town.

Walter: Thank you.

Anna: What are you going to read for us, Walter?

Walter: I’m doing one of McCarthy’s speeches, but I would be happy to have any part in this play.

Brad: Who’s McCarthy?

Walter: A character in The Time of Your Life. The play you’re doing.

Brad: Oh that McCarthy.

Sasha: Brad. Nip it.

Fred: (to Walter) You need a script?

Walter: No. I’ve memorized the lines.

Brad: Uh oh. Sounds like a professional.

Anna: Would you stop saying that?

Brad: Sorry.

Walter: (takes a moment to collect himself) I’m a longshoreman. And an idealist. I’m a man with too much brawn to be an intellectual, exclusively. I married a small, sensitive, cultured woman so my kids would be sissies instead of suckers. A strong man with any sensibility has no choice in this world but to be a heel, or a worker.  I haven’t the heart to be a heel, so I’m a worker. I’ve got a son in high school who’s already thinking of being a writer. (pauses briefly for what would be lines from other characters) They all wanted to be writers. Every maniac in the world that ever brought about the murder of people through war started out in an attic or a basement writing poetry. It stank. So they got even by becoming important heels. And it’s still going on. Right now on Telegraph Hill is some punk who is trying to be Shakespeare. Ten years from now he’ll be a senator. Or a communist. (comes out of character) Thank you.

Anna: Wow. That was fabulous. Gave me goose bumps.

Sasha: Me, too.

Fred: Me three.

Brad: I think he might be too good for us. He’ll make everybody else look like an amateur.

Fred: We are amateurs. What’s wrong with that?

Sasha: Would you two stop?

Fred: You’ll definitely get a part, Walter. We’ll call you when we finish casting.

Walter: (leaving the stage) Thank you.

Anna: Let’s take a break. (stands up and turns to address the unseen audience) We’re gonna take a fifteen minute break and finish up after.

Fred: (stands up) There’s coffee and cookies in the lobby. Help yourself.

Sasha catches up with Walter.

Sasha: You were great.

Walter: Oh thanks.

Sasha: I’m Sasha. I’m an actor, too. Actress. Actor.

Walter: Nice to meet you.

Sasha: How long have you been in town?

Walter: Two weeks.

Sasha: You and your wife?

Walter: No. I’m single.

Sasha: Oh. So am I. Well… I have a daughter. She’s eighteen. Going to college next year. Wants to be an actor. I wonder why. She’s been to every show I’ve ever been in since she was a baby. (embarrassed) I’m making a fool of myself, aren’t I?

Walter: Not at all. And may I say you don’t look old enough to have an eighteen-year-old daughter.

Sasha: I was sixteen when she was born. That makes me thirty-four. How old are you?

Walter: Thirty-six.

Sasha: Kids?

Walter: Not yet.

Sasha: Oh. I… um… if you’d like somebody to show you the local sights, you know, acquaint you with the area, I’d be happy to.

Walter: Will you be in the play, Sasha?

Sasha: Probably. I’m in all the plays. If I want to be in them. Here I mean. Not anywhere else.

Walter: A local star. So you’ll get one of the leads.

Sasha: So will you. You’re the best actor we’ve had around here in a long time. Possibly ever.

Walter: What do you do when you’re not acting and being a mother?

Sasha: I’m a psychotherapist. (laughs) Wouldn’t have guessed that, would you? The way I’m throwing myself at you. But I am. A psychotherapist.

Walter: I should get your number. I’m prone to depression.

Sasha: (taken aback) Really? I wouldn’t have thought that about you.

Walter: Oh I’m not depressed now. But I have my moments, and sometimes those moments stretch into days and weeks.

Sasha: Oh I’m like that, too. Life is depressing sometimes. But not right now. (looks into his eyes) Right now life is very exciting. For me anyway.

Walter: For me, too. I’d love for you to show me around.

Sasha: Oh good. I’ll give you my number. My home phone. Not my psychotherapist number.

Walter: Great.

Sasha: Where did you live before you moved here?

Walter: New York. Manhattan.

Sasha: How long did you live there?

Walter: Ten years.

Sasha: Did you love it?

Walter: I did love it. And then one day I didn’t love it anymore.

Sasha: What changed for you?

Walter: It’s a very long story, Sasha. But the short version is, I got my heart broken one too many times.

Sasha: I know the feeling.

Walter: Shall we go mingle with the others and get some coffee and cookies?

Sasha: I made the cookies. Oatmeal raisin. They’re fantastic. Alas, the coffee won’t be any good. But fear not, I will soon acquaint you with all the best coffee places up and down the coast, including my house. Where we could have coffee some time. And cookies. Or pie. I bake. It’s one of my manias. Not that I have lots of manias, but baking is definitely one of them.

Walter: Wonderful. Are you free tomorrow?

Sasha: Yes. (thinks) Well… not until after five. Do you like Mexican food?

Walter: Love.

Sasha: Can I take you out? For dinner? Tomorrow night?

Walter: That would be wonderful.

Sasha: Great. I’ll get something to write my number down. And yours, too. For me. And mine for you.

Walter: I have just the thing.

He gets a little notebook and pen out of his pocket.

Walter:Ever seen one of these before? (hands them to her) They’re fast replacing smart phones.

Sasha: (feigning astonishment) I’ve heard of them, but this is the first time I’ve ever seen one. (writes her number and hands him the notebook) Are you really prone to depression?

Walter: I was. (gazes at her) But not anymore.

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You Are The One song by Todd with Gwyneth

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Walter’s New York Denouement

An exclusive restaurant in Manhattan.

Tess Adams, eighty-three, a legendary actress, is dining with Arthur Fields, a very successful actor in his late thirties. They have just been seated. Their waiter, Walter, an actor playwright in his thirties, comes to take their order.

Walter: Good evening Tess. How are you?

Tess: I’m fine, Walter. This is Arthur Fields, as I’m sure you know. Arthur, this is Walter, the best waiter I’ve ever had, and as you know I’ve had many excellent waiters.

Arthur: Pleased to meet you. (frowns) I know you, don’t I? Did you work at another restaurant in Manhattan before this one?

Walter: No, I’ve only worked here. Ten years now. I think you know me from my play. Funny You Should Mention It.

Arthur: Oh my God. The play that made me. You’re Walter Iverson. Now I see you. How great to see you again. And thank you from the bottom of my heart for writing your marvelous play. Changed my life beyond my wildest imaginings, and in the best of ways.

Walter: I had longer hair back then and no glasses and no mustache.

 Arthur: I remember, and I also remember you said very little during rehearsals, though whenever you did say something, it was spot on. I had no idea you were a waiter. I had you living in France, writing your next masterpiece.

Walter: Thank you for having me there. Sounds divine.

Tess: You wrote Funny You Should Mention It, Walter? Why didn’t you tell me?

Walter: Never came up.

Arthur: (to Tess) I’m not exaggerating when I say his play made me. (to Walter) That was your first play, wasn’t it? Surely you’ve written others.

Walter: Several. In fact, I thought you’d been sent the two I wrote especially for you. Or so my agent told me.

Arthur: Never got them. I’ve been in LA and London most of the last seven years. A few weeks into the run of your play everything just exploded for me, and things haven’t calmed down since.

Walter: Well deserved.

Arthur: Thank you. I would love to read the plays you wrote for me, and any others you’ve got.

Walter: I could ask my agent to try again, though that didn’t seem to work the first time.

Arthur: Who’s your agent?

Walter: Natalie James.

Arthur: Ah. Well let’s not worry about her until I read your plays and want to option them. Can you bring them by our apartment? I’ll give you the address and my phone number and we’ll hook up.

Tess: I’d love to see your plays, too, Walter. Any parts for me?

Walter: I always write parts for you.

Tess: Then do bring me copies when I come next week.

Walter: I will. And now to the business at hand. We have two fabulous specials tonight.

Tess: Oh just do as you always do. You know what I like. I’m giving Arthur supper, so do as you always do.

Walter: (to Arthur) I’ll be bringing red wine. Will that be satisfactory for you?

Arthur: Whatever Tess says.

Walter: (bows) I shall return.

Walter exits.

Arthur: That man is a genius. Did you ever get to see Funny You Should Mention It?

Tess: Three times. Best thing I’d seen in years and years, and there’s been nothing as good since, except maybe Mavis Appleton’s Hamlet which was great fun, though certainly nothing new. I wonder why Walter’s agent didn’t send you his plays.

Arthur: God I hope he’s not on somebody’s shit list.

Tess: I hope not, too. He’s the sweetest person.

Walter returns with a bottle of red wine, which he opens and pours for both of them to taste.

Tess: (after her taste) Splendid.

Arthur: (after his taste) Fantastic. I’ll want to get a case of that.

Walter: (filling their glasses) I shall write down the particulars for you.

Arthur: Thank you. (drinks) So whet my appetite, Walter. What are the plays you wrote for me about?

Walter: The first one, which I finished about a year after you starred in my play, is called Café Epiphany. It’s about an Episcopal minister who loses his faith, and in the depths of despair decides to open a coffee house in a forsaken neighborhood. This precipitates a gathering of oddballs, romance ensues, and our hero’s faith is reborn.

Arthur: Sounds fantastic. Can you bring it by tomorrow?

Walter: As early as you say.

Tess: What about the other one?

Walter: The other one is called Lover of Love. It’s a comedy of sorts, but serious, too. About a happily married couple. Or so it seems until the husband – the part I wrote for you, Arthur – discovers his wife has two lovers, a man and a woman who are as unaware of each other and the husband, as the husband was unaware of them. Without telling his wife’s lovers who he is, the husband manages to meet both of them, and eventually the four convene for a roller coaster second act with a surprising denouement.

Arthur: I can’t wait to read them. Ellen and I have been hunting for years to find a good new play to do together.

Walter: I have three others I think you’d like, too.

Arthur: Bring us all your plays. Please.

Tess: (gazes at Walter) And to think for all this time I never knew what you did besides wait on me.

The lights dim to darkness.

The lights come back up on the spacious living room of a two-bedroom Manhattan apartment. Larry, an actor in his thirties, is sitting on the sofa, gazing into his laptop computer. The apartment door opens and Walter enters, home from his restaurant job.

Larry: (looks up from his computer) You look exultant. Did you meet someone marvelous? Get a call back?

Walter: No. (hangs his coat by the door) But I waited on Tess Adams as I do every Thursday, and her guest tonight was none other than Arthur Fields.

Larry: Oh my God, I love him. He’s so hot, and he’s in absolutely everything these days. And he’s married to Ellen Coleman who is beyond anything. Do you think he’s gay?

Walter: (puts a kettle on for tea) I gave up guessing long ago, Larry. Wrong too many times. Vincent would know at a glance, but not I.

Larry: Speaking of Vincent, he called from Des Moines about a half-hour ago, desperate to speak to you. Says he aches for Manhattan. Poor dear. Stuck in the hinterlands.

Walter: (sits in an armchair) I’ll call him in a little while. How was the show tonight?

Larry: Brutal as ever. There’s a reason all the other dancers are in their early twenties and not in their mid-thirties like yours truly. Two hours of hip-hop anymore is about ninety minutes too many for me. I have to do the play twenty-seven more times, and then I must take a break or I may never walk again.

Walter: Maybe you should stop now. You don’t want to injure yourself.

Larry: I can’t break the contract. I must stay in good with the casting director. She loves that I’m older. I know I can get through twenty-seven more shows. I have to. And then I’ll pray the next time she wants me, there’s much more singing and much less dancing.

Walter gets up to make tea.

Walter: Want some tea?

Larry: (gets up) No, I’m gonna crash. See you in the morning.

Walter: Sleep well.

Larry: Oh I will. Like the dead.

Larry exits and Walter carries the phone to the dining room table where he sets down his mug of tea and dials Vincent’s number. Vincent is Walter’s former apartment mate, an actor who lived in New York for seventeen years before moving to Iowa to teach high school Drama.

Walter: Vincent. Walter. (listens) What’s going on? (listens) Good old Diary of Anne Frank. A high school favorite. (listens) Oh don’t worry about that. Please, Vincent. You’ll pay me back some day. I’m fine. Take your time. (listens) I mean it, Vincent. I’m fine. Please don’t worry about the money. All in good time. (listens) You’re welcome. (listens) Well… no. Not dating anyone. Almost done with the second draft of Little Giant Changes. Thank you for your notes. They were very helpful. Oh and you’ll like this. Tonight I waited on Tess Adams, and her guest was none other than Arthur Fields. (listens) Yes. Gorgeous as ever. And guess what? He never got my plays. Proclaimed to Tess that Funny You Should Mention It made his career. (listens) Yes. And he wants to read Café Epiphany and Lover of Love and all the others, too. (listens) No, I’m gonna hand deliver them. Either Natalie never sent them or Arthur’s agent didn’t pass them on to him. (listens) Who knows? (listens) I’m trying not to be paranoid, but the longer I’m in this business, the harder it is not to think something is very rotten in Denmark, AKA Manhattan. (listens) That’s a lovely thought, me being on the faculty in Des Moines with you, but if I give up here I’m moving to the left coast. (listens) No, not LA again. (listens) I don’t know. A small town where I can be in plays and experience this thing I’ve heard about called quiet. (laughs) I love you, too. Sleep well.

The lights fade to darkness.

When the lights come up again, we are in the office of Walter’s agent, Natalie James. Natalie, a woman in her fifties, is sitting at her desk, Walter sitting across from her.

Natalie: I’m glad you called, Walter, because I’ve been meaning to have you come in and sign documents to formally terminate our representation agreement.

Walter: (stunned) Why do you want to terminate our agreement?

Natalie: It’s been seven years since you had a new play produced, and though Funny You Should Mention It still gets a few small productions every year, we just think it’s time to clear some space. Any future residuals from your play will go directly to you, and we will no longer take twenty per cent.

Walter: And the seven subsequent plays I gave you to shop for me?

Natalie: We will have nothing further to do with those plays. All rights reverting to you. We have a box for you at the front desk with all the copies we had on hand.

Walter: May I ask when you stopped shopping them?

Natalie: I’m not sure what you mean.

Walter: How long ago did you stop sending my plays to actors and directors and producers and theatre companies?

Natalie: (invents something) Oh maybe a year ago. Two years? Not sure.

Walter: Why didn’t you tell me then?

Natalie: Well… because it wasn’t that I didn’t want to show them, there just wasn’t any interest in you.

Walter: And the plays I wrote for Arthur Fields? Did you ever send them to his agent as you said you would?

Natalie: That was eons ago, Walter. I’m sure I did.

Walter: Well… so be it. Bring forth the termination documents.

Natalie: Denise will take care of you at the front desk. I’m just swamped. Good luck.

Walter walks out of Natalie’s office as the lights fade to darkness.

As the lights come up, Arthur Fields ushers Walter into a swank living room.

Arthur: Sorry about the mess. We just got back from LA and we’re leaving for London in three days. Something to drink?

Walter: Coffee?

Arthur: Coming right up. (calls) Max? You there?

Max, a middle-aged British fellow, emerges from the kitchen.

Max: Yes, Arthur.

Arthur: Max, this is Walter Iverson. He wrote Funny You Should Mention It, the play that lifted me out of poverty and anonymity so I could hire you to take care of us.

Max: (to Walter) Very pleased to meet you. I saw the off West End production of your play at the Guinness and laughed until I cried. Brilliant.

Walter: Thank you. I went over for rehearsals to help translate the American English into British English, and I had a great time. Should have stayed over there.

Max: I went twice because I laughed so hard the first time, I missed half the lines. I’m surprised it didn’t jump to a bigger theatre and run for years. (to Arthur) What may I get for you?

Arthur: Coffee and something to nibble on, please.

Max: Right away.

Ellen Coleman, Arthur’s wife, a beauty in her thirties, enters from the hallway.

Ellen: (crossing the room to shake Walter’s hand) I’m Ellen.

Walter: A pleasure to meet you. I’m an ardent fan.

Ellen: As we are of your plays. They’re magnificent.

Arthur: They really are, Walter. We’ve been reading the scenes together every day for the last week, though we’re supposed to be learning our lines for the movie we’re making in England. Your lines, trust me, are immeasurably better.

Walter: I’m thrilled you like the plays.

Arthur: We love them. All of them. And especially the ones you wrote for me.

Ellen: Please. Sit down.

Walter sits on the sofa. Max enters with a tray bearing three coffee mugs and a plate of cookies, which he sets on the coffee table.

Arthur: (sits beside Walter) Thanks Max.

Max exits. Ellen hands a mug to Walter, a mug to Arthur, and takes the last mug for herself.

Walter: I appreciate your taking the time to see me, and I’m ecstatic you love the plays.

Arthur: I wish I could say we were going to produce them, which we would love to do, but we can’t because… (looks at Ellen) there’s a problem.

Walter: I thought there might be, given my recent dismissal by my agent, though what the problem is I can’t imagine.

Ellen: Your agent just ended things with you?

Walter: A few days ago.

Ellen: I wonder why she waited so long?

Walter: What do you mean?

Arthur: Walter, I hate to be the one to tell you this, but according to everyone we’ve spoken to… and we talked to several very well-connected people, you’ve been persona non grata in the biz for at least five years now. No one knows why, but apparently you are toxic.

Walter: Toxic. As in poisonous?

Arthur: As in not to be associated with.

Walter: (in shock) For the last five years?

Ellen: I’m so sorry, Walter. It’s sickening, but… it’s what happens sometimes. We know several other people this has happened to, though none of them had written seven plays we’d love to produce, but… we can’t.

Walter: (awareness dawning) Oh my God.

Ellen: Remembering something?

Walter: Five years ago I was cast in a leading role in Martin Veld’s new play, Never Friends.

Arthur: Huge hit. Soon to be a movie. Which part?

Walter: Milton. The bartender. My big break as an actor. And three days before opening night, I was fired. No explanation given. I was wrecked for months. And when I climbed out of my depression, I called Susan Volk… you know Susan. She produced Funny You Should Mention It. And she said she’d call me right back, but she never did. And when I called her again the next day, her secretary took my number, but I never heard from her. And Desmond Jones, who I thought was my great friend after he was in my play with you, he wouldn’t talk to me either. I thought it was because he’d become too big a star to associate with little me, but maybe not.

Arthur: He’s one of the people we called.

Walter: What did he say?

Arthur: He said he was told by his agent to have nothing to do with you or he would regret it.

Walter: But why? All I’ve ever done is write plays and audition for parts and… (muses) No wonder except for a summer stock gig in Maine, there’s been nothing for five years. Nothing. And I didn’t do anything wrong. I know I didn’t.

Ellen: I’m sure you didn’t, Walter, but it just takes one person in a position of power to turn against you, and you can be knocked out of the running forever.

Walter: Someone who doesn’t even know me? Why would they do something like that?

Arthur: The people we spoke to have no idea why you were blacklisted. And they looked into it for us because we love these plays and wanted to know if there was any way we could make things right again for you, but that’s apparently not possible.

Walter: So I’ve been blacklisted for no reason except… I’m me?

Arthur: Maybe someone was offended by your play. Or maybe someone was enemies with someone who was involved in the production of your play, and when the play was a success, they took revenge on you. Or maybe someone resents you for succeeding with your play without paying your dues. You did come out of nowhere, and the entrenched ones hate that, especially if you didn’t use the opportunity of your success to make nice with those above you.

Ellen: Or maybe an ex-lover became lovers with one of these people and convinced them to punish you for jilting her.

Walter: I’ve never jilted anyone.

Ellen: Or so you think.

Walter: Who are these people who have so much power? Don’t you have power? You’re two of the most famous actors in the world.

Ellen: We are tiny fish in this sea of sharks.

Arthur: Bit actors in the larger play.

Ellen: And the person or people who did this to you live on the highest floors of the castle. So far above us we will never know who most of them are. And the few we do know, we are oh socareful never to offend them.

Arthur: Else they will do to us what they did to you.

Walter: I don’t want to believe this is true, though if it is, everything that’s happened to me in the last five years makes perfectly horrible sense. So let’s say it is true. That no one will read my plays or give me a part. Any advice as I’m about to turn thirty-five?

Arthur: Get out of town. And that includes LA and London. Find a good place to live, write your plays, and some years from now try again when the dust has settled and your enemies may have forgotten why they hated you.

Walter takes a last sip of coffee and stands up.

Walter: I hope I haven’t compromised you by coming here.

Arthur: (gets up) If anyone asks, we’ll say we were celebrating the eight-year anniversary of the production of your marvelous play that made me. For which I will be forever grateful.

Walter: As I will be forever grateful knowing you loved what I wrote for you, and that my plays were worthy of a larger audience despite the intercession of the evil ones.

Ellen: Walter?

Walter: Yes?

Ellen: Your plays are more than worthy. They’re works of genius. And it breaks our hearts we can’t bring them to the world.

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Unrequited piano solo by Todd

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Walter Demolished

The spacious living room and kitchen of a two-bedroom Manhattan apartment. Walter, an actor and writer in his early thirties, is sitting at the kitchen table writing a play. He comes to a stopping point, sets down his pen, and gets up to put a kettle on for tea. The apartment door opens. Vincent, Walter’s apartment mate, enters. Vincent is an actor in his late thirties.

Vincent: Mail call. Forgot my reading glasses and I’m useless at the shop with out them. (hands several pieces of mail to Walter) All for you. As usual.

Walter: Merci.

Vincent: (gets his reading glasses off the kitchen counter) How’s the writing going?

Walter: Good. (looks through the mail, stops at one of the letters) Oh my God. This looks like a check rather than a bill. From the Waxman Theatre in Milwaukee.

Vincent: (clasps his hands) Let us pray.

Walter: (opening the letter and extracting a check) Eight hundred and seventeen dollars and forty-two cents. My little play that keeps on giving.

Vincent: Congratulations.

Walter: Magic money. (frowns at another letter) What’s this?

Walter opens the envelope, extracts a single-page note, carries the note to the table, and sits down to read.

Vincent: Fan mail from some flounder?

Walter: (stunned) No.

Vincent: What is it?

Walter: (holds out the note to Vincent) Can’t be true.

Vincent reads the note and grimaces.

Vincent: This is just some crackpot who got hold of your address and thought he’d have some fun fucking with you.

Walter: Why would he do that?

Vincent: Who knows? The world is full of these creeps.

Walter: Would you read it to me? My vision blurred when I looked at it.

Vincent: Walter, listen to me. This is just some whacko, jealous of your success. Just let it go.

Walter: Did he sign it?

Vincent: Yes. Thomas. No last name.

Walter: (looks at envelope) No return address.

Vincent: Of course not. He doesn’t want to correspond. He wants to harass you. They’re called trolls, and they’re to be ignored at all costs.

Walter: Please read it to me.

Vincent: (reluctantly reading) Your girlfriend Maureen is unfaithful to you. Thomas. (shakes his head) Nonsense.

Walter: That should be illegal.

Vincent: It is. And if you get another one from him, we’ll go to the police. (sets the note on the table) I have to get back to the shop. You okay?

Walter: A bit rattled. I’ll survive.

Vincent: I wouldn’t even mention this to Maureen if I were you.

Walter: That will be difficult because she’ll be here any minute.

Vincent: Oh God, Walter. This is exactly what these psychos want. To fuck up your life. Just burn the stupid thing.

Walter: I probably will. Thanks. Walk safely.

Vincent: We gonna go out tonight and celebrate the massive residuals?

Walter: Thai food, at least.

Vincent: That’s the spirit. (goes out) Ciao.

Walter picks up the note and reads it again.

Walter: Just what I didn’t need.

Walter goes into the kitchen and restarts the kettle for tea. He’s getting out a couple mugs when the door opens. Maureen, a lovely woman in her thirties, enters with a bag of groceries.

Maureen: Hi Sweetheart.

Walter: Hey.

Maureen: I brought fish tacos for lunch. I’m starving. You?

Walter: Not starving, but definitely esurient.

Maureen sets the bag down and they embrace and kiss.

Maureen: Make love after lunch?

Walter: What a nice idea. Except… I’m a little preoccupied with something that just came in the mail.

Maureen: (concerned) What is it?

Walter: I think it’s just a crank note, but it upset me, so…

Maureen: May I see it?

Walter: (goes to the table to get the note) Came in the same mail with a little check for the Milwaukee production of Funny You Should Mention It.

Maureen: Well that’s good news.

She takes the note from him, reads it, closes her eyes, and sighs in exasperation.

Maureen: I’m so sorry about this, Walter. This is a guy I had a little fling with before you and I got together, and he’s been bothering me ever since. (opens her eyes) I’m so sorry he resorted to this.

Walter: Thomas who?

Maureen: No one you know.

Walter: He’s been bothering you for four years and you never told me about it?

Maureen: Not four years. More like two.

Walter: Two? But we’ve been together for four years. I gave you a key to this apartment four years ago when we vowed eternal love? Remember? After splendiferous sex? We had a kind of ersatz wedding ceremony?

Maureen: Of course I remember. We dated for two years, and been exclusive for two.

Walter: (sits down at the kitchen table) Forgive me, but… you’re Maureen, right? Maureen Silverstein. And I’m Walter Iverson. Is that your understanding of things?

Maureen: (comes and sits down near him) Sweetheart, it took me a little longer than you to fully commit. That’s all.

Walter: What are you talking about? We lay in my bed, four years ago, and vowed to be each other’s one and only. And we repeated that ritual hundreds of times. Starting four years ago. Now you’re telling me you slept with other people for the ensuing two years?

Maureen: Two other people. Ever so briefly. A three-day fling with this idiot Thomas while you were in London and… (hesitates) a little something with Francis.

Walter: Francis Hoffman? He who directed the staged reading of Funny You Should Mention It and then directed the Onyx Theatre production? Otherwise known as the world premiere of my play that ran for a hundred and seventy-three glorious nights? That Francis?

Maureen: Yes.

Walter: Was your little something with him before or after he directed my play?

Maureen: Before. Months before.

Walter: Did he read my play because you slept with him?

Maureen: (lying) No.

Walter: How could you not have told me about this?

Maureen: It happened, Walter. A long time ago. It’s not happening now. I’m only sleeping with you now. Francis and Thomas are ancient history. And so what if Francis did read your play because he and I had a little fling? He didn’t love your play because of that. He loved it because it’s a great play. And you’re a great playwright. And you and I love each other. Madly. And everything is fine now, despite this hideous attempt by Thomas to ruin our happiness two years after the fact.

Walter: I’m feeling a bit lightheaded. Maybe we should eat.

Maureen: Good idea. (jumps up and goes to get the tacos) I should have told you, Sweetheart, but they were so not important to me. Or to us. (puts tacos on plates) You want something to drink?

Walter: Not important to us. What does that mean?

Maureen: (brings the food to the table) They were momentary little meaningless flings. (goes to fetch water for them) Little nothings at the tail end of my days as a single person.

Maureen returns with glasses of water, sits down, and begins eating.

Walter: (unable to eat) Little nothings at the tail end of your days as a single person. The two-year tail end?

Maureen: Long ago.

Walter: The difficulty I’m having with your explanation is that I’ve been living with the belief that we were monogamously committed to each other for the last four years, and now you’re telling me that though I was monogamously committed to you, you were not so committed to me until two years ago, and my success, such as it is, is very likely the result of your not being monogamously committed to me. And though I don’t want to over-dramatize things, everything I believed we were to each other seems not to be the case. Seems, in fact, to be a charade.

Maureen: (finishes her mouthful) I understand why you feel that way, Sweetheart. But our relationship is not a charade. It’s a beautiful and very real thing. And I’m deeply committed to you. (gazes at him) This is just a misunderstanding. That’s all.

Walter: What am I misunderstanding?

Maureen: You think I cheated on you, and I didn’t. The misunderstanding is that you thought I was completely committed to you before I actually was. But now I am and have been for two years. So this seemingly new information is really very old news and has nothing to do with us now.

Walter: Then why does it feel like it has everything to do with now? Which is to say, I don’t know how I’ll ever be able to believe you or trust you again. (gazes at her) And I hope you know that my reaction to all this new old information has nothing to do with you having sex with them, and everything to do with you lying to me. You deceived me, Maureen. For two years.

Maureen: I never lied to you. I just didn’t tell you because it happened long before we were a full-blown couple, and because it was part of my process of getting to the point where I was ready to fully commit to you.

Walter: So you’re asking me to re-imagine two years of my life and two years of our relationship, in a way I find highly unpleasant, and then forget all about it? I can tell you right now I’m not capable of that.

Maureen: So what are you saying? I was supposed to be celibate before we got together?

Walter: Please don’t resort to that. Of course I knew you were sexually active up to the minute we became sexually active together, and you knew the same about me. And I was happy to know you were a sex loving person. Sex is good. But after we started banging, if I may use that quaint expression, you made innumerable declarations, as did I, of only wanting to sleep with each other and nobody else. Did I mistake your hyperbole for truth because my hyperbole was the truth? Or were your declarations, if you’ll pardon my French, balderdash? I mean… how can I ever again believe anything you tell me?

Maureen: I don’t know.

Walter: Just imagine if out of the blue you learned that I deceived you for the first two years of our relationship. Could you ever trust me again? And was it just the first two years? Why would Thomas write now? Is it maybe because you’ve had a few more little nothings more recently than two years ago? Have you?

Maureen: (long pause) Yes.

Maureen gets up, gets her purse, extracts her keys, removes Walter’s apartment key from the chain, and puts the key on the kitchen counter.

Maureen: (goes to the door) Regardless of what you think of me now, I love you and admire you. And I always will.

Maureen goes out the door and closes it gently. Walter sits without moving for a long time. Now, in a state of shock, he eats a fish taco.

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Walter Breaks Down

The spacious living room and kitchen of a two-bedroom Manhattan apartment. Walter, an actor and playwright in his late twenties, is lying on the sofa under a comforter, staring at the ceiling. Walter has lived in New York for two years and has been ill for several weeks.

The building entrance intercom buzzes. Walter remains lying on the sofa. The buzzer sounds again. With a great effort Walter gets up, feels dizzy, and sits down. The buzzer sounds a third time, and with a supreme effort, Walter goes to the door and clicks on the intercom.

Walter: Who is it?

Maureen: It’s me.

Walter: Oh hi.

He buzzes her in, opens the door a crack, and returns to the sofa. A few moments later, Maureen, Walter’s girlfriend, an actress dancer in her thirties, arrives with two bulging grocery bags. She sets them on the kitchen counter, hangs up her coat, and closes the door. Now she puts a kettle on for tea and starts putting away the groceries.

Maureen: How are you feeling today, Sweetheart?

Walter: Same. Weak. Tired. Every time I start to fall asleep, I start coughing. Forgot your key?

Maureen: No. It’s somewhere in my purse. I just didn’t have a free hand to look for it, and I forgot it was hard for you to get up. Sorry.

Walter: Not a problem.

Maureen: I made you some fabulous chicken soup. Lots of garlic to cure what ails you.

Walter: Would that it were so simple.

Maureen gets a quart jar of chicken soup out of a grocery bag, pours the soup into a pan, and sets the pan on the stove. Now she comes to Walter, feels his forehead, sits beside him, and holds his hand.

Maureen: Sweetheart, don’t you think maybe you should see the doctor again?

Walter: Why? The genius said there was nothing wrong with me, when there obviously is.

Maureen: That was three weeks ago. You’re not eating. You’re not sleeping. This is crazy. I want to make an appointment for you. Okay?

Walter: Okay.

Maureen goes to check on the soup.

Maureen: I heard from Francis today. He wants to share some notes with you before the reading. In case you want to make any changes. He said he’d be happy to come here to work with you.

Walter: I don’t have the strength to talk to him.

Maureen: (exasperated) Walter. You can talk to him for a little while. This is your play. Your dream come true. Are you that depressed?

Walter: (snaps at her) I’m ill. I can barely stand up.

Maureen: (calms herself) Can you sit up to have some soup?

Walter: (abashed) Yes.

With effort, he sits up as she brings him a bowl of soup on a tray.

Maureen: I’ll get you a piece of bread.

Walter: I’m sorry, Maureen. Sorry I snapped at you. (bows his head and weeps) Sorry I’m so fucked up.

Maureen: You’re not fucked up. (brings him the bread) You’re just having a hard time.

Walter: (looks at her) Why did this have to happen now? It’s like a bad dream.

Maureen: (sits beside him) Why do you think it had to happen now?

Walter: What do you mean?

Maureen: You asked the question. Why did this have to happen now?

Walter: I have no idea.

Maureen: You’ve been lying here for six weeks and you have no idea?

Walter: What are you talking about? I’m ill. That’s why I’m lying here. That wasn’t the question. The question was why did I have to get sick when I’m about to have a staged reading of my play?

Maureen: You don’t think there’s a connection?

Walter: What are you saying? That I’m faking this?

Maureen: You’re obviously not faking, and I would never accuse you of that. I’m saying that until you got the news Francis wanted to direct a reading of your play, you were strong as an ox and we were making love every day. And a week later you wake up weak as a kitten, and now six weeks have gone by and you’re wasting away, though the doctor said he couldn’t find anything wrong with you. So I’m suggesting maybe there’s a connection between your illness and your success with your play, and maybe you need to take a look at that.

Walter: And how would you suggest I do that?

Maureen: Go to a psychotherapist.

Walter: With what money?

Maureen: I’ll lend you the money. When you can work again, you can pay me back. Or not. I don’t care. I want you to get some help.

The door opens and Vincent and Leo enter. Vincent is Walter’s apartment mate, an actor in his thirties. Leo is Vincent’s pal, an actor and massage therapist in his fifties.

Vincent: (cheerfully) No sex in the living room, kiddies. You know the rules.

Maureen: Fear not, Vincent. This is just soup foreplay.

Vincent: Smells divine. How’s our patient?

Maureen waits for Walter to answer.

Walter: About the same.

Vincent: Did you forget Leo’s giving you a massage today? My treat.

Walter: I don’t think I can do that today.

Vincent: You don’t have to do anything. You just lie there and Leo does the rest.

Leo: If you don’t want a massage today, I’m happy to give you one another time.

Walter: Okay. Another time.

Maureen: (stands up) I don’t think you want to get better, Walter. You should see yourself. The way you spurn any kind of help.

Walter: Here we go again. You do think I’m making this up, don’t you?

Maureen: I think this has everything to do with your play and nothing to do with your body, except your body is expressing how you feel about having success with your play. And the reason you don’t want me or Leo or anyone to soothe you is because you’re doing this to punish yourself.

Walter: Why would I do that? This is what I’ve always wanted.

Leo: I know this is none of my business, but if you’d like I could facilitate an investigation of what’s going on with you, Walter.

Walter: What do you mean?

Leo sits in an armchair near the sofa.

Leo: I was a psychotherapist before I became a massage therapist, and if you’re up for it, we could do a session of questions and answers and see what we find.

Walter: Now? I can barely sit up.

Vincent: Then lie down.

Walter: Why are you doing this to me?

Leo: Who are you speaking to?

Walter: All of you.

Leo: I’m doing this to help you.

Maureen: (sitting) So am I.

Vincent: (sits down) The time has come, my friend, to surrender to your angels.

Walter looks at all of them and surrenders to their good intentions.

Walter: Okay. (puts the soup tray on the coffee table) Lets have a session.

Leo: Good. Wonderful. How old are you, Walter?

Walter: Twenty-seven.

Leo: Your illness befell you seven weeks ago?

Walter: Yes.

Leo: What are your symptoms?

Walter: Exhaustion. Extreme weakness. A cough that disallows sleep. Zero appetite. Depression.

Leo: And prior to your depression, how was your life going?

Walter: Very well. (looks at Maureen) Wonderful partner. (looks at Vincent) Great housemate and friend. Good job. Some luck getting acting work. And Francis Hoffman is going to direct a staged reading of my play at New Hope.

Leo: How do you feel about having a renowned director stage a reading of your play?

Walter: (with no enthusiasm) Good. Great.

Leo: You don’t sound particularly excited about it. Or happy.

Walter: I’m ill.

Leo: I understand. So… what is the title of your play?

Walter: Funny You Should Mention It.

Leo: Good title. What’s it about?

Walter: It’s about the year in my life when I found out I was Jewish. When I was thirteen.

Leo: You didn’t know you were Jewish until you were thirteen? Why was that?

Walter: My mother was Jewish, and when she was a little girl during the Depression her parents changed their last name from Borenstein to Bailey to deal with the ferocious anti-Semitism of the time. My mother was twice stoned by other children when they found out she was Jewish. Literally stoned. In Los Angeles of all places. Which terror coincided with her parents insisting she deny her Jewishness for her safety and success in the world, and so… denying her Jewishness became her habit. She married a non-Jew, my father, and it wasn’t until I spent the summer with my Jewish grandparents in Los Angeles when I was thirteen that I found out I was Jewish.

Leo: The Baileys? I thought you said they didn’t want people to know they were Jewish. So how did you find out?

Walter: By the late 1950s they’d decided it was safe to come out, though they kept their non-Jewish last name. My mother, on the other hand, never felt it was safe to let anyone know she was Jewish.

Leo: How sad. And what do your parents think of you being an actor and a playwright in this theatre world that is so very Jewish?

Walter: They’re not happy about it.

Leo: Can you elaborate on that?

Walter: I think from my mother’s point of view, she’s afraid… I don’t know… consciously or unconsciously, that people will find out I’m Jewish, which will lead to people finding out she is Jewish. And my father thinks being an actor and a writer is phony. Stupid. Cowardly.

Leo: He said that to you?

Walter: Many times.

Leo: That being an actor and a writer is cowardly?

Walter: Yes.

Leo: He said this to you recently?

Walter: I don’t speak to my parents very often, but when I do, my father never fails to let me know what he thinks of my career choice. His favorite expression is that I’m pissing my life away in the company of crackpots and losers and criminals. And my mother, in so many words, echoes him, though, ironically, she aspired to be an actor before marrying my father.

Vincent: Quite the neurotic soup.

Leo: Indeed. (to Walter) Yet you defied them.

Walter: Yes.

Leo: Must have been difficult. Must be difficult.

Walter: (whispering) Very.

Leo: What does your father do for a living?

Walter: He’s a doctor. A pediatrician.

Vincent: How’s that for irony?

Leo: Knows everything? Or thinks he does?

Walter: Oh. You’ve met my father?

Leo: Know the type. Was he abusive to you? Verbally? Physically?

Walter: (after a long hesitation) Yes.

Leo: Did he abuse you for wanting to be an actor and a writer?

Walter: Yes, and for many other things, too.

Leo: What other things?

Walter: Oh… he didn’t ever like me to… doesn’t ever want me to… (can’t find the word)

Maureen: Outshine him.

Walter: That’s actually a very accurate way of putting it. He’s a profound narcissist.

Leo: Likes to be the center of attention.

Walter: Always. And if I or my siblings or my mother ever became the focus of attention when he was present, he was not happy, and often violently not happy.

Leo: So let’s see what we’ve got so far. You’re not supposed to let anyone know you’re Jewish. You’re not supposed to be an actor or a playwright, and most especially not a successful one. As far as your parents are concerned.

Walter: (bows his head) Yes.

Leo: Yet here you are in New York succeeding with your play, which is all about being Jewish. Sounds like you’re breaking all the taboos, Walter. And doing so in a big way. A big successful public way. No wonder you’re having such a difficult time.

Walter raises his head and gazes in astonishment at Leo and Maureen and Vincent.

Walter: I’m trying to kill myself rather than defy my parents. To die before I can tell the world the truth.

Leo: You were doing that. Or part of you was. But now that you know the reason you’ve been ill, you can get well. And to expedite that, we need to get the energy of those people out of your body and out of your psyche so you can proceed with your life unencumbered by their psychoses. I don’t think neuroses is a strong enough word for what they implanted in you.

Walter weeps. Leo goes to sit beside Walter and allows him to cry for a time before firmly taking hold of Walter’s shoulders.

Leo: (strongly) Tell your father to get out of your body.

Walter: Get out of my body.

Leo: Shout it. “Get out of my body, Dad. Get out! Get out!”

Walter: (shouting) Get out of my body, Dad. Get out! Get out!

Leo: (shaking Walter) Again.

Walter: Get out of my body, Dad. Get out! Get out!

Leo: Now with all your might. (releasing him). Shout him out of you.

Walter: (shouting) Get out of my body. Get out, get out, get out!

Leo: Now tell your mother to get out.

Walter: (jumps up, shouting) Get out of me, Mom. Get out. I’m Jewish. So sue me. I’m Jewish and I’m a writer and an actor. And I’m proud of it. I love being an actor! I love who I am. So fuck you! Fuck you, Dad. Get out of me.

Leo: Keep going, Walter. Keep going.

Walter: (smiles) We could be here for a very long time.

Leo: I’ve got all day.

Maureen: Me, too. Go for it, Sweetheart.

Vincent: (leaps up) Get out of him, you fuckers. Get out of him!

Walter: (ferociously) Get out of me! Get out of me! And stay out!

Silence falls. Walter trembles with emotion, his killing depression vanquished.

 Leo: (stands up) Well done, my friend. (embraces Walter) Well done.

Vincent: (embracing Walter) We will do this every day until you’re completely well.

Walter: I already feel better. (embraces Maureen) Thank you so much.

Maureen: I need to do what you just did. My mother is too much with me. Way too much.

Leo: And now… I’m starving. Exorcisms always make me ravenous.

Vincent: You like Thai food? We are one block away from a most excellent Thai restaurant.

Walter: My treat.

Leo: I love Thai. Red curry prawns, please.

Vincent: I shall call in our order. (going to the kitchen phone) There’s beer in the fridge, Leo. Help yourself.

Leo: (goes to the fridge) Anybody else want a beer?

Walter: I would love one.

Maureen: (hugging Walter) Welcome back, Sweetheart. (to Leo) I’d love one, too.

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Pep Talk #1 a one-minute movie by Todd

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Walter Meets Maureen

A party at Jeremy’s apartment in Manhattan.

Maureen, an actress dancer in her thirties, is standing near the table laden with food, talking to Terry, an actress in her twenties, the party going on around them.

Terry: If only we were gay men, this party would be heaven.

Maureen: I come for the food. Jeremy always has the best food. A party at Jeremy’s is a night when I don’t have to cook or do the dishes or spend money going out, and he’ll insist I take lots home, so I won’t have to worry about dinner tomorrow night either. Anything else good happens here will be frosting on the cake.

Terry: (sees Jeremy going by carrying two drinks) Jeremy?

Jeremy: (stops) Yes dahling?

Terry: Any straights coming tonight?

Jeremy: (does a quick scan of the room) Vincent said he might bring one.

Maureen: Fabulous food, Jeremy. As always.

Jeremy: Take a bunch home. Please. I did my usual child of Depression-era-parents thing and made enough to feed greater Manhattan.

Maureen: If you insist.

Jeremy moves on.

Terry: (to Maureen) I’m gonna go. Long week. Running on fumes. You want to make doggy bags and share a cab?

Maureen: I think I’m gonna stay a little longer. (gives Terry a hug) I’ll call you tomorrow. I’ll bring home enough for two and you can come over for supper.

Terry: I might be too tired. Call me.

Maureen: Love you.

Terry: (going) Love you.

Maureen moves to the food table and has a shrimp skewered on a long toothpick, her eyelids fluttering with pleasure as she devours the tasty morsel.

Maureen: (taking another shrimp) You’re a genius, Jeremy. These shrimp are to die for.

Jeremy: (from across the room) Thank you, darling. Be forewarned, they’re something of an aphrodisiac.

Maureen: Please give me your recipe to add to my seduction arsenal.

Enter Vincent, an actor in his thirties, with Walter, an actor in his twenties. Jeremy greets Vincent with a big hug.

Jeremy: I thought you’d never get here. Don’t tell me you got the part.

Vincent: (triumphant) We both did. You’re looking at the two new substitute chorus members of Fiddler on the Roof.

Jeremy: Congratulations to both of you. (to Walter) Whoever you are.

Vincent: Oh sorry. Jeremy, this is my new apartment mate Walter Iverson. Walter, the inestimable Jeremy.

Walter: (shaking Jeremy’s hand) I’ve heard so much about you. All good.

Jeremy: (to Vincent) He’s darling. (to Walter) What have you heard? Spare no details.

Walter: The food at your parties is worthy of a Michelin star.

Jeremy: Just one?

Walter: You have a fabulous sense of humor.

Jeremy: Is this some kind of a joke?

Walter: You do impeccable imitations of all the great actors as if they were gay.

Jeremy: (doing a gay John Wayne) Watch your step, pilgrim.

Walter: And when all else fails, call Jeremy.

Jeremy: (to Vincent) We have been through the wars together, haven’t we, love? (hugs Vincent) Come have some food. I made enough to feed all of greater Manhattan.

Vincent: How unlike you.

Jeremy leads them to the food table where Walter and Maureen lock eyes.

Maureen: (to Walter) The skewered shrimp is mythic. Picante in the best of ways.

Walter: I love mythic picante skewered shrimp. (continues to look at her) I’m Walter. You are…?

Maureen: Maureen. Congratulations on getting the Fiddler gig.

Walter: Thank you. I’m amazed. First thing I auditioned for since I got to New York three weeks ago.

Jeremy: Wait. You’ve been here three weeks and you landed half of the best apartment on the upper west side and you got a gig in Fiddler? May I touch you?

Walter: Please. (holds out his arm for Jeremy to touch) I’m astounded. I auditioned two hundred and seventeen times during my two years in LA and got four callbacks and zero gigs. And here? Bingo. I owe the Fiddler gig to Vincent. He got me in the door.

Vincent: Yes, but you did the singing. (to Jeremy) His voice, not to mention his gloriously chiseled cheeks, remind one of the young Frank Sinatra. The casting director was close to orgasm while he was singing.

Maureen: What did you audition with?

Walter: Someone To Watch Over Me.

Jeremy: How retro. Yet refreshingly melodic.

Vincent: He could sing the phone book and you’d cream, Jeremy.

Jeremy: That’s it. I’m getting a piano. I’ll put it where the sofa is and move the sofa over here.

Walter: I’m no Frank Sinatra. Well… maybe the older Frank, but not the younger one. I think it was my dancing that sold them.

Jeremy: Stop. You dance, too?

Vincent: He’s kidding. We didn’t dance. Thank God or I’d never have gotten the gig.

Jeremy: What are we drinking?

Walter: Love a beer. (to Maureen) What are you drinking?

Maureen: I’m currently focused on the shrimp. But eventually I’ll have wine.

Jeremy: (to Vincent) Come help me get their drinks and say hello to your legions of admirers.

Vincent follows Jeremy away, leaving Walter alone with Maureen.

Walter: I thought they’d never leave.

Maureen: (pleased) So… you moved here from LA? I lived in LA for three years. I found it… psychotic.

Walter: More psychotic than Manhattan?

Maureen: I guess not more. Just… other.

Walter: How would you compare the two psychoses?

Maureen: (smitten) You’re straight, aren’t you?

Walter: I am. You?

Maureen: I am now.

Walter: What changed you?

Maureen: The way you said psychoses. (fans herself) Be still my heart. Tell me you don’t have a girlfriend.

Walter: I don’t have a girlfriend.

Maureen: I don’t either. Or a boyfriend. (thinks for a moment) Not really. I’m sort of dating a couple people, but we’ve all given each other the right to…

Walter: Fall in love with others?

Maureen: Yeah. (eats a shrimp) These are so good. You should have several.

Walter: Okay. (he eats a shrimp) Wow. They are good. Spicy skewered mythic shrimp. What could be better?

Maureen: I can think of a few things. So what do you do besides act and sing and possibly dance?

Walter: Well, I’ll probably be getting a job as a waiter somewhere swank unless the substitute chorus gig turns into something a little more lucrative. And I’m writing a play. That’s my larger aim in life. To be a playwright. You? An actor, and judging by your glorious gams I’ll guess dancer, too.

Maureen: Did you just say glorious gams?

Walter: I did.

Maureen: I thought so. Jesus. Who knew language could be so erotic?

Walter: William Carlos Williams. Among others. So… you act and dance and… what else?

Maureen: I’m actually not doing much acting these days. Lots of classes, of course, but I haven’t had a part, including summer stock, in over three years. I do still take way too many dance classes for someone not looking for work, and for my day job I’m a play evaluator for New Hope Theatre Company.

Walter: Oh. So you read plays and write encouraging rejection letters?

Maureen: Something like that. Although last year I discovered Jane Zester’s Short People Don’t Have So Far Too Fall and pushed hard to get a staged reading, and it ended up having a decent run in Trenton and may eventually work its way into the small theatre repertoire. These things do happen.

Walter: That’s thrilling.

Maureen: Are you being facetious?

Walter: No. It is thrilling. I got chills. It’s my fondest dream. To write a play that works its way into the small theater repertoire. Small theatres are the best things that ever happened to most towns in the world.

Maureen: (eats another shrimp) Um…would you like to go out with me? I think that’s how you say it? Meet for coffee? Go to a movie? Have a date? See what happens?

Walter: Yes.

Maureen: You’re not just saying that because I might one day read your play and set you on the road to international stardom, are you?

Walter: No. I’m saying that because I think you’re lovely and… yeah. You could be an accountant and I’d want to go out with you.

Maureen: My father is an accountant. Why would you have chosen that occupation, of all things?

Walter: I don’t know. There was just something about you. A subtle air of accountancy perhaps.

Maureen: Maybe it’s the way I’m silently keeping track of how many shrimp I’ve eaten. (picks up another shrimp) This will be seven. But let’s speak of other things. Let’s pretend we’re two people at a party who just met.

Walter: Okay. You go first.

Maureen: Have you seen any good movies lately?

Walter: No. Have you?

Maureen: No.

Walter: What’s your favorite color?        

Maureen: The color of your eyes. Kind of green brown. What’s yours?

Walter: The color of the blush in your cheeks. Rose?

Maureen: Good old party talk. Don’t you just love it?

Walter: I never did until tonight.

Vincent arrives with a beer for Walter and a glass of red wine for Maureen.

Vincent: (as he hands them their drinks) Do my senses deceive me or are we falling in love here?

Walter: You are not deceived.

Maureen: Speak for yourself, Walter.

Walter: You are not deceived regarding moi.

Maureen: You speak French?

Walter: Oui.

Maureen: Okay then, yes, you may speak for me.

Vincent raises his glass to make a toast.

Vincent: Here’s to my brilliant prescience in choosing Walter as my roommate.

Walter: Everything else has therefrom evolved.

Maureen: (fans herself) There you go again. Nothing like the timely use of therefrom to get a girl going.

Vincent: I knew this was gonna be a good party. We would have been here much sooner, but we had to schmooze with the Fiddler people. Such wonderful people, the Jews. And I say that as one of them.

Maureen: Are you Jewish, Walter?

Walter: On my mother’s side. So, yes. You?

Maureen: On both sides. (gazes lovingly at him) And I’m glad you didn’t get here any sooner or my gorgeous girlfriend Terry would have still been here and you wouldn’t have given me a second look.

Walter: (to Maureen) More gorgeous than you? Impossible.

Vincent: This is where you make a date to meet again in a couple days, right? Or maybe lunch tomorrow?

Walter: I hope so.

Maureen: I’d like that. So much.

Vincent: Whereas if I met a guy here and had the frisson you two have going on, we’d be going home together any minute now. Or down the hall here to the bedroom. Or maybe just here, by the hors d’oeuvres

Maureen: I used to be that way. And I always regretted it.

Walter: In my rather limited heterosexual experience, I think it’s wiser to wait for the initial endorphin rush to subside to better see who the other person actually is. You know what I mean?

Maureen: I do know what you mean, Walter. Though if you asked me to come home with you right now, it would be hard for me to say No.

Walter: I’m flattered.

Vincent: And to think I was present at the inception of this romance. Promise me if you have a boy child you’ll name him Vincent.

Walter: Lets not rush things.

Maureen: (gives Walter a look) Oh lets.

Walter: (opens his arms) Talked me into it.

Maureen and Walter embrace as Vincent looks on approvingly.

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Walter Meets Vincent

The spacious living room of a two-bedroom Manhattan apartment. Vincent, an actor in his thirties, has lived in New York for ten years. His roommate recently moved out, and Vincent is interviewing prospective new roommates. Vincent, smartly dressed, is on the phone with a friend.

Vincent: No. Nobody yet. I just spent an hour with a guy I thought would be perfect. Stage Manager at the Quincy. (listens) Yes. Currently. (listens) I know. I was thinking the same thing. And I was just about to give him a big Yes when he says, “I know you said non-smoker, but what if I smoke outside? (listens) I couldn’t believe it. In the dead of winter he’s gonna go down three flights of stairs and out into the frozen tundra to smoke? I don’t think so. And when I said I didn’t think this would work, he gave me a nasty look and said, “You’re making a big mistake. I’m very well-connected. (listens) Swear to God. And I almost said, “Get the fuck out of here you self-important prick.” But not wanting to risk burning a potential bridge, I apologized and… (reacts to intercom buzzer) Oh sorry. The next candidate has arrived. I’ll call you later. Bye.

Vincent goes to the door and presses the intercom button.

Vincent: Apartment 3C. Is this Walter?

Walter’s Voice: Se moi.

Vincent. Moi. Take the stairs. Elevator is merely symbolic.

Vincent buzzes Walter into the building, checks his appearance in the little mirror on the wall by the door, and in response to gentle knocking, opens the door and beholds Walter, a man in his twenties, nicely dressed.

Vincent: Entre. And that’s most of my French, along with oo la la.

Walter: (enters) Wow. This place is vast. And gorgeous. The last place I looked at was so small I thought it was the anteroom to the actual apartment. But no.

Vincent: (leading him into the living room) I know of what you speak. For the two years before I got this place, I slept on a sofa in the tiny living room of a tiny one-bedroom apartment. Two people shared the tiny bedroom, and I shared the tiny living room with a man who worked a graveyard shift and slept on the sofa during the day. Kafkaesque, and not in a good way. Then I found this place, and when the manager said, “It’s yours,” I thought there must be some mistake. But it’s been seven years now and nobody’s found out yet.

Walter: I would be happy to sleep on the sofa in this living room.

Vincent: No need. But before I show you around, tell me you don’t smoke. Tobacco.

Walter: I don’t smoke tobacco.

Vincent: Pot?

Walter: Rarely.

Vincent: Alcohol?

Walter: A bit of wine now and then. The occasional beer.

Vincent: Coffee?

Walter: Yes.

Vincent: (gestures to the room) Have a seat. Coffee?

Walter: No thanks. I just had some and I’m zooming. (sits on sofa) Love these high ceilings. And the light is exquisite.

Vincent: So you’re an actor.

Walter: Yes, and I write plays. Well… I’m writing a play.

Vincent: Blessings upon you.

Walter: Thanks.

Vincent: Margot says you’re wonderful. Tell me again how you know her?

Walter: College. Her last year was my first. We were in two plays together.

Vincent: Lovers?

Walter: Yes.

Vincent: She’s so gay now. Hard to imagine. (laughs) Well, not really. She’s gorgeous and something of a mink.

Walter: And you’re an actor, too.

Vincent: Yes. I’ve even been in some plays. Can you believe it? However, currently I’m working in an antique shop and auditioning like mad as per usual. My last really good gig was two years ago when I understudied Jackson Moore in Doldrums. I got to do the show seventeen times in seven months. Mostly matinees. Awful play, but such good money. Have you auditioned for anything yet?

Walter: No. I want to get settled first and then begin my quest.

Vincent: You know I’m gay.

Walter: Now I do.

Vincent: You didn’t until I told you?

Walter: I’ve been wrong too many times, so I’ve ceased to guess.

Vincent: I’m never wrong. I have an unerring sense of gayness and straightness. You know it won’t be easy for you. Being straight in the theater here. Especially in the lower echelons.

Walter: So I’ve been told.

Vincent: Forgive me for being blunt, but how will you pay your half of the rent?

Walter: I’ve got savings that should do me for a year or so, and I’m an excellent waiter. Two years in Los Angeles. Stellar references.

Vincent: I have to tell you, Walter, I don’t want to like you. You’re a little too charming and you exude an easygoing confidence I find disarming. Yet despite that, I do like you. Have you ever lived with a gay man before?

Walter: My third year of college, which was also my last, I shared a house with three other guys, two of whom were gay.

Vincent: It doesn’t really matter, but it kind of does. I’m fairly sexually active, though I keep it in my bedroom when I bring it home, and I hope you will, too.

Walter: I will.

Vincent: Do you stay up late? Get up early? Tell me.

Walter: Unless I’m in a play or working nights at a restaurant, I’m usually kaput by 10:30, and usually up by 7:00. Go for a walk and then write for an hour or so. Hope to find a tennis partner.

Vincent: Girlfriend?

Walter: No.

Vincent: Looking?

Walter: Not actively, but… I’m always on the lookout.

Vincent: I know of what you speak. Any questions before I show you the bedroom and bath?

Walter: I don’t do well with loud music.

Vincent: Nor do I. I’m very much into musicals. Very. Vast collection. You like?

Walter: Love.

Vincent: And jazz, right? You strike me as a jazz guy.

Walter: Especially solo piano.

Vincent: Do you sing?

Walter: Smoky tenor.

Vincent: Anything else you want to ask me?

Walter: Pets?

Vincent: No. They’re actually allowed in this building, but life is too complicated right now. Don’t tell me you have a dog.

Walter: I don’t have a dog, but something about this place says Cat to me.

Vincent: Let’s live together for a few months sans cat and see if we like each other, and then we can talk about a cat.

Walter: Does that mean I can move in?

Vincent: Yes. However, if we don’t get along, you move out, not I. Agreed?

Walter: Agreed. Buy you lunch?

Vincent: What’s our budget?

Walter: Fifty bucks.

Vincent: You like Italian?

Walter: Love.

Vincent: I know just the place.

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Boody Boody Ba piano solo