If perchance you have been following the adventures of Healing Weintraub, we are pleased to tell you the saga has reached a turning point. Which is to say, there WILL be more Healing Weintraub stories following a hiatus of unknown duration.
In the meantime, we are VERY EXCITED to report that the first twenty-some adventures have been assembled into a single manuscript and the process of revising the collection into a novel of stories, rather than a collection of freestanding stories, has begun.
Inspired rewriting is underway and myriad redundancies are being eliminated while new details and unexpected twists and turns join the fun. When the Healing manuscript is reconstructed and polished and thoroughly vetted, we hope to publish the opus as an actual book and downloadable e-book AND bring forth an audio version of yours truly narrating the tales.
Please stay tuned for a
birth announcement regarding Through the
Fire, our new CD of tunes and stories soon to debut physically and
On a cool foggy evening
in early June, Healing gets in bed and lies on his back and gazes up at the
knotholes in the planks of the redwood ceiling, the same knotholes he has
looked up at since he was a boy and shared this bedroom with his sister Jean.
Jahera comes to bed a
few minutes later and sits up reading a novel that takes place thirty thousand
years ago somewhere in the northern hemisphere where humans hunted mammoths and
reindeer and were themselves the prey of big cats.
At the end of a chapter
she closes the book and says to Healing, “What are you thinking about, Shafi?”
“I am thinking about Raaziyah
and Ozan, and about getting the backyard ready for Tova and Lucien’s wedding,
and about Jean and Albert arriving in a week. And I’m thinking about Diego and
Teresa roaming around England and soon to take the train under the English
Channel to France, and about your mother and Lucien and Tova buying the house across
the street, and Darby’s cataract surgery tomorrow, and my mother soon to turn ninety,
and both the parrots saying Maahiah for
the first time today and how it made your mother cry.” He looks up at Jahera
and smiles. “What are you thinking about, my love?”
“I’m thinking about these
people thirty thousand years ago who barely survived from day to day, and about
your birthday in three days and wondering if you’d like me to make a Mexican
supper with Luisa for however many people you’d like to invite. Would you like
“That would be divine,”
he says, yawning majestically. “I’ll ponder the question of however many.”
“I’ll call her tomorrow,”
says Jahera, turning off her light and lying down.
“I was also thinking I’d
like to go on a walking trip with you,” says Healing, taking her in his arms.
“Just the two of us walking north along the coast for a hundred miles, staying in
little inns and doing nothing every day except walking and eating and looking
at the world and sleeping and talking and singing.”
“But there is no coastal
path here, Shafi. We will have to go to Europe for that.”
“I don’t want to go to
Europe,” he says, closing his eyes and imagining their journey. “We’ll leave
here with small packs on our backs, small because we won’t need to carry a tent
or sleeping bags or even much food because we’ll be staying in cozy inns every
night. And then in a week or so we’ll turn around and walk home those same
hundred miles and stay in those same lovely inns, and when we get home we’ll be
amazed at how much the twins have grown while we were gone.”
“Will we take the dogs?”
asks Jahera, drifting off to sleep.
“I hadn’t thought of
that,” says Healing, falling asleep, too. “Maybe so.”
At dawn the next day, Healing slips into his old corduroy trousers and a gray T-shirt with life going along writ in small white letters across the chest, and tiptoes barefoot down the hall past Maahiah’s room to let the six dogs out the kitchen door – their many toenails clattering on the deck as they go to pee and see if anything noteworthy took place in the yard during the night.
Healing follows with a
basket for the eggs he expects to find, and on his way to the coop he notices someone
came in the night and visited the vegetable garden where Maahiah recently sewed
lettuce seeds, most likely a skunk digging for earthworms.
He releases the twelve
hens into their scratch yard and discovers they laid fourteen eggs since
yesterday’s gathering, which prompts him to throw an extra handful of feed into
their yard and praise them profusely.
Now he hears the dogs
barking at the pond, and by the tenor of their voices he knows something is
amiss, so he sets his basket down and hurries through the garden and into the
copse of Japanese maples where sixty years ago, when he was eight and Jean was
ten, they helped their father and Rodrigo Hernandez and Julio Sanchez dig a pond.
And here in the center
of the pond is a large Canada Goose with a broken wing, beating the water with
her good wing to ward off the barking dogs.
“Quiet now,” says
Healing, and the dogs fall silent. “She has a broken wing. And though I know
there are those among you who would like to tear her limb from limb, and I
won’t name names, we’re going to call the wildlife rescue people instead. Come
away now and leave her alone.”
By the time Healing and the dogs get back to the house, Maahiah is busy making toast and coffee, Naomi is sipping black tea and is five words into the New York Times crossword puzzle, while Jahera is standing in the living room talking on her mobile phone to Tova.
“Of course you can stay
with us while he’s in Los Angeles,” says Jahera, winking at Healing. “Yes. My
mother and I will come over right now and help you transport the babies. Don’t
be silly. We’ll love having you here.”
“They can stay in the
cottage with me,” says Naomi, looking over the tops of her glasses at Jahera. “Just
like she used to.”
“I think it would be
better if I stay with you and we give them my room,” says Maahiah, nodding to
Naomi. “Everything is already set up in this house for the babies.”
“What’s going on?” says
Healing, pouring himself a cup of black tea.
“Lucien just rushed off
to Los Angeles to help Daniel with some last minute fixes to the movie,” says
Jahera, leaving her phone on the kitchen counter next to the old landline phone.
“He’ll be gone for at least three days and Tova wants to stay here with Raaz
and Oz while he’s gone.”
Healing, lifting his teacup to make a toast. “May he be gone a week. And now I
must call the wildlife rescue people about a wounded Canada Goose who somehow managed
to land in our pond.”
“Never a dull moment,” says
Naomi, getting up to go see the goose. “Do you think she was shot?”
“That would be my guess,”
says Healing, sadly. “We know she didn’t walk here.”
So while Maahiah and
Jahera and Naomi and the dogs go to see how the goose is faring, Healing calls
Evelyn at the rescue center and she promises that Tioga and Mary will be there within
Which means Jahera and Maahiah and Tova and the two-month-old twins arrive at the little old house on Nasturtium Road simultaneously with the wildlife rescue folks – Tioga tall and middle-aged, Mary short and early thirties – and with Jahera carrying Raaziyah, and Tova carrying Ozan, everyone accompanies Tioga and Mary to the pond where the goose is floating at the deep end, her head bowed.
Tioga and Mary deploy their
binoculars, and after a few minutes of observing the goose, Tioga explains with
his Georgia drawl, “That poor bird will never fly again. Her wing is way too
mangled, and from the way she’s drooping, I’d say she most likely has other
wounds and probably won’t live much longer.”
“Somebody shot her,”
says Mary, nodding. “Looks like with a shotgun.”
“I think it would be
best if we put her down,” says Tioga, looking at Healing. “If y’all don’t want
to watch, we’ll shoot her with a tranquilizer dart and then net her and end her
“Okay,” says Healing,
crying. “But we’d like to bury her here, if it’s all right with you. Since she
chose this place to die.”
“Fine with me,” says
Mary, who has known Healing and Tova since she was a little girl and they brought
their dogs to Mary’s elementary school to teach the kids about dogs.
“Yeah, no problem,” says
Tioga, going to get the dart gun and a long pole with a net on the end.
Everyone except Healing
and Mary returns to the house, and Healing fetches a shovel from the toolshed
and finds a place on the edge of the little forest of Japanese maples where he
digs a deep hole for the body of the beautiful bird.
When the goose is buried and the twins go down for a nap, Maahiah and Jahera stand guard over the babies while Tova and Healing and the six dogs walk to the beach at the mouth of the Mercy River where despite the gorgeous summer day the beach is empty of other people and dogs.
So the six hounds are
unleashed and race away to the north, running for no other reason but the joy
of running as fast as they can – the waves roaring and the cerulean sky dotted
with puffy white clouds and snowy white gulls and terns.
“I’m thrilled you’re
staying with us,” says Healing, putting his arm around Tova. “I know you miss
Lucien, but I’m always sad when you two leave with the babies, and now you’ll
be staying overnight and when I get up in the morning there they’ll be.”
“And guess what, Pa-pa?”
says Tova, stepping away from him and giving him a mysterious smile.
“You’re getting a dog?”
he says excitedly. “For the new place?”
“No, we’ll have Kadan
and Puccini,” she says, bursting to tell him.
“Tell me,” he says,
holding his breath.
“Daniel wants me to be
in his next movie. In October.”
“But that’s only four
months away,” says Healing, frowning. “The babies will only be six months old. Where…
where is he making the movie?”
“Here!” she says,
raising her arms to the sky. “In Mercy.”
“Are you serious?” says
Healing, laughing in amazement.
“When Daniel said he was
writing a movie with a big part for me,” she says, taking her father’s hand, “I
said I was flattered, of course, but that I had no intention of going anywhere
without the babies until they’re at least four-years-old, and I didn’t want to
bring them to Los Angeles with us or fly with them to Europe unless I could
bring you and Jahera with me, and he said, ‘Not to worry, Tova. The movie takes
place in a seaside town and we will make the movie in Mercy and your babies
will not miss a feeding.’ So I won’t have to go anywhere and I can still be in
“Have they finally
settled on a title for the one you’re already in?” asks Healing, who always
wanted to be in a movie.
“That’s why Lucien went
to Los Angeles, to help Daniel make the case for Her Eloquent Refusal. The American distributor wants to call it Big Happy or Second Time’s A Charm, and Daniel says he won’t release the movie here
with either of those titles.”
“A principled artist. A
rarity in the movie business,” says Healing, seeing people and dogs approaching
from the south, so he whistles for his dogs to return. “I love Her Eloquent Refusal. It’s beautiful and
“The distributors in
England and Europe love it, too,” says Tova, opening her arms to the onrushing
dogs. “So it might only get released over there. And in Australia and Japan and
maybe India. In any case, we’ll soon have a copy you can watch on Jahera’s big
“While I will continue to
visualize Her Eloquent Refusal coming
to the Surf and seeing you on the vast silver screen,” says Healing, giving
each of the pooches a chewy treat for being so good.
In the afternoon, Healing avails himself of Tova and Lucien’s new car – what Naomi calls the electric baby van – and drives to Mercy Hospital where Marjorie and Darby are waiting in the lobby, Darby still a bit groggy from cataract surgery, his right eye covered with gauze and a protective plastic cap.
Healing helps Darby to
the car and gets him settled in the front seat while Marjorie sits in the
backseat and starts to cry.
“Don’t cry, Margy,” says
Darby, turning around to look at her. “It’s over now and I’m fine.”
“That’s what I’m crying
about,” she says, looking up at him. “I’m just relieved.”
Healing gets behind the
wheel and says with a thick Irish brogue, “And where is it now I’m taking you
two lovely people?”
“I’d say to the pub,”
says Darby, grinning at Healing. “But I think I’d better go home and lie down.”
“Home it is,” says
Healing, driving slowly as he always does. “Anything needed at the store,
“No, we’re fine,” she
says, still crying. “The doctor said the surgery was a success. Even better
than the first eye.”
“Soon I’ll be able to
see the craters on the moon with my naked eye,” says Darby, relaxing in the
comfortable seat. “As I could when I was a boy. Could you ever, Healing?”
“I could,” says Healing,
remembering the summer nights when he and Jean and the dogs would sleep out by
the pond and fall asleep waiting for a shooting star to streak across the sky.
An hour before supper, Healing gets the fire going and sits on the sofa holding Raaziyah on his knee so she’s facing the fire, and Socrates comes to touch Raaziyah’s foot with his nose, to which the baby girl responds with a gurgling sound.
“This is Socrates, Raaz,”
says Healing, caressing Socrates. “Look how much he wants to be your friend.”
Now Healing takes
Raaziyah’s tiny hand and touches her fingers to the top of Socrates’s snout,
and Socrates smiles, and Raaziyah gurgles again, louder this time, and Healing
never wants the moment to end.
The next morning when Healing rises at dawn to let the dogs out, he finds Tova sitting at the kitchen table nursing Raaziyah, with Ozan in his Moses basket on the floor at her feet and Mendelssohn sitting beside the basket watching the baby boy.
“The boy’s been fed,” says
Tova, yawning. “If you want to take him out with you.”
“I will,” says Healing,
bringing the basket up onto the table before lifting his grandson out. “He can
help me gather eggs.”
“The dogs have already been
out and in and out again,” says Tova, smiling at Jahera coming down the hallway
in her nightgown. “I’d love some
“What kind?” asks
Jahera, putting the kettle on.
“Black?” says Tova,
pleadingly. “Okay. Not black. Mint from the garden, please.”
So Healing and Jahera
and Ozan and Mendelssohn go out into the day together, and while Jahera clips a
dozen fat leaves from a burgeoning mint plant growing in a terra cotta pot set
amidst the sage and thyme, Healing carries Ozan to the chicken coop and opens
the hatch connecting the coop to the scratch yard – the hens emerging in a
“Now my boy let’s see if
they gave us any eggs,” says Healing, opening the door to the coop. “Oh look
Jahera arrives with a big
blue bowl, and while she and Healing gather eggs, Ozan makes a sweet humming
sound that is music to their ears.
While Tova sings in the shower, Healing flips pancakes and Maahiah cuts up nectarines to top the cakes, both of them smiling at Tova’s glorious song – Jahera and Naomi sitting at the dining table with Raaziyah happy on Naomi’s lap and Ozan fussing in Jahera’s arms.
Mendelssohn hears Ozan
whimpering and comes to see what’s causing the baby to cry, and when Jahera
allows Mendelssohn to ever-so-gently touch Ozan’s cheek with his nose, Ozan gazes
into the dog’s loving eyes and ceases to fuss.
On the second day of February, six weeks before Tova is due to give birth to her twins, Caspar lies down for his afternoon nap on the sofa in the sun room of the big house where he and Maahiah have lived for the past four years. He falls into a deep sleep and dreams he is a boy again in Norway playing in the snow with his friend Oskar, and he never wakes again.
At dusk, Maahiah comes
to rouse Caspar for the glass of wine they always share before supper, and finding
her husband no longer alive, she lies down beside him, rests her head on his
chest where heretofore she has always felt his heart beating, and waits to die,
After a long while of
feeling suspended between this life and whatever might come next, Maahiah sits
up and gazes down at Caspar’s face so peaceful in death.
“Oh my dear husband,”
she says in French, “I’m not ready to die yet. This is what can happen when you
marry someone ten years younger than you, someone whose mother lived to a
hundred. I want to help Lucien and Tova with their children and grow more
flowers with Diego and cook more meals with Jahera and Healing for our friends
and family. I will join you one day, my love, but not today.”
She stands up, waits for
her dizziness to pass, and calls to Kadan, her handsome Lab Shepherd, brother
Kadan trots into the
sunroom with a leash in his mouth, knowing by the tone of Maahiah’s voice they
will be walking to the house where Tabinda lives with Mendelssohn and Socrates
and Harriet and Healing and his people.
Dressed for the bitter cold, Maahiah sets off with Kadan to walk the five blocks to the little old house on Nasturtium Road, and she falls into musing about giving her big house to Lucien and Tova.
“Then I could move into
Lucien’s apartment on the other side of town,” she says to Kadan. “Except there
is no yard for you there and I’m not going anywhere without you.”
Kadan looks at her to
say Why not invite them to come live with
“Do you think they would
want to?” she asks, looking to her right expecting to find Caspar walking
beside her – the emptiness startling and terrifying.
Seven days after Caspar died, the freezing weather ongoing, Healing and Lucien walk with Mendelssohn and Tabinda and Kadan from Nasturtium Road on the east side of Mercy to Lisbon Avenue on the west side where Lucien and Tova live in a two-bedroom apartment above an art gallery in a beautifully restored old building owned by Lucien and Jahera.
“He assumed the role of
my father when my real father left when I was a baby,” says Lucien, needing to talk
about Caspar with Healing. “And until I was twelve he was very strict with me and
extremely critical, until one day, seemingly out of the blue, he became my
grandfather who loved everything I did.” Lucien smiles wistfully. “But I never could
take him completely seriously as a doting grandparent after he was such a stern
and dogmatic father, though I loved him even so.”
“What do you think caused
him to change?” asks Healing, having been told by Jahera that Caspar was
extremely critical of her when she was a child, sometimes viciously so, until Maahiah
threatened to divorce him if he didn’t cease his abuse of their daughter, and with
a great force of will he did become less critical and more supportive.
“I didn’t know why he
changed until I was seventeen and my mother told me she had given him an
ultimatum that if he didn’t stop attacking me she would move away and have
nothing more to do with him. So he did change, though as I said, his
enthusiastic approval of me after all those years of harsh criticism felt
implausible, though I know he was trying to make amends for his cruelty.”
“It certainly gave him
good practice for praising Diego,” says Healing, who was never criticized by
his parents and was always treated as their friend and equal. “Which praise gave
wings to Diego’s creativity.”
“You gave wings to Diego’s life,”
says Lucien, marveling at Healing’s humility.
“We’ve helped him,” says
Healing, nodding. “But Caspar was a famous writer who acknowledged Diego as a
fellow artist, and that acknowledgement lifted Diego out of doubt into certainty.”
“My grandfather saw
himself in Diego,” says Lucien, crying. “A young man no one expected to amount
to anything, scorned and abused by his parents, yet brave enough to embark on
the artist’s path against all odds.”
“I was never so
courageous,” says Healing, feeling a twinge of regret for not doing more with his
talent as an actor.
“Nonsense,” says Lucien,
shaking his head. “You’re one of the bravest people I know, and I’ve known a
good many brave people.”
Healing bows in thanks to
Lucien. “Now tell us about Maahiah inviting you and Tova to come live with her so
you’ll have more room for Raaziyah and Ozan, with Maahiah as your built-in
“She did invite us, but
we don’t want to live there,” says Lucien, as they arrive at the end of the little
stub of a street called Lisbon Avenue. “Not because Caspar died there, but
because we want a place like yours with an acre or two for a garden and an
orchard. We’ve proposed to my grandmother that we sell her place and this
building, too, and buy a house near yours with room for her to live with us.”
“What a splendid idea,”
says Healing, stopping with Lucien outside the gallery – the walls within covered
with gigantic paintings of naked people playing volleyball. “I’m sure Conchita
will be thrilled to make that happen for you.”
“We’re going to meet
with her in May,” says Lucien, unlocking the door to the stairway leading up to
their apartment where Tova has tea and cookies waiting for them. “After the
babies are born and they’ve gotten to live here for a while where they were
conceived, then we’ll find our new home.”
“Another splendid idea,”
says Healing, who almost every night now dreams of introducing Raaziyah and
Ozan to the dogs and cats they will come to love.
When Healing and Mendelssohn and Tabinda and Kadan get home from having tea with Tova and Lucien, they find Maahiah in the kitchen with Jahera making lamb stew, Naomi and Darby and Marjorie at the dining table playing Scrabble, and Harriet and Socrates by the fire, both miffed they didn’t get to go on the walk.
Healing sheds his rain
gear, takes off his shoes, and goes to wrestle with Harriet and Socrates, after
which they are both happy again and hurry to the back door where Jahera lets them
and the other dogs out to run around before dark.
“What news?” asks
Healing, coming into the kitchen to hug the chefs. “And what must one do to get
a taste of the divine before supper?”
“One must give us an
update on the pregnant person,” says Jahera, kissing him. “Tell us she drank
ginger tea and not black.”
“She drank mint tea,”
says Healing, putting his arm around Maahiah. “How are you, Mother?”
She relaxes in his arms
and says, “I’m okay, Shafi. I spoke to Caspar’s literary agent today and begged
her to handle the obituaries. The calls are coming in from all over the world
and I haven’t the strength to answer them.”
“Why not have a little
lie down before supper?” says Healing, feeling how tired she is. “The sofa awaits
you and the fire is blazing.”
“Good idea,” she says,
allowing him to shepherd her into the living room where he shoos the kitties
Dickens and Grace off the sofa, and when Maahiah is lying down he covers her
with a quilt, after which Dickens and Grace settle atop her.
Now Healing comes to
peer over the shoulders of the Scrabble players at their racks of letters and
Naomi says to him, “There was a call for you, dear. I left the number on the
counter. Man with an unfortunate nasality to his voice. Dog problem. I pried
and he was not forthcoming even when I suggested I was one of your aide de
“Is nasality a bona fide word?” asks Darby, frowning at Naomi. “Here I
am eighty-years-old, a supposed speaker and reader of English since Sister
Judith gave me my letters when I was five, and this is the first I’ve heard of nasality.”
“Nasality is most definitely a real word,” says Naomi, smiling smugly.
“So is nasalness, but I prefer nasality. Feels more specific, doesn’t
it? Even if it isn’t.”
Healing carries the old landline phone down the hall to the guest room, which is as far as the cord will allow him to go, and dials the number of someone named Ansel Dinkel – the guest room currently occupied by Maahiah who will be staying with Jahera and Healing for the foreseeable future.
“Dinkels,” says a man
with a high nasal voice that makes Healing cringe. “Ansel speaking.”
“Hello Ansel. My name is
Healing Weintraub. I have a note here from my aide de camp that you called
about a dog problem.”
“Oh Mr. Weintraub, yes. Marilyn
Constable said you worked wonders with their dog Gigi. Something to do with
“Yes. Gigi liked to
bring lizards into the house to watch them skitter around on the tile floor,”
says Healing, recalling how gentle, relatively speaking, the poodle was with
the lizards. “And we convinced her to stop doing that.”
“Fascinating,” says Ansel, his fascination unconvincing. “We have a
somewhat different and possibly intractable situation with our dog Puccini.”
“And what is that
problem?” asks Healing, holding the phone as far from his ear as he can –
Ansel’s nasality making Healing’s head hurt.
“Well,” says Ansel,
pausing momentously, “my wife June and I are both opera singers.”
Healing coughs to
disguise his guffaw.
“June is a magnificent
contralto and I am a soprano tenor. June sang professionally for many years and
I could have but chose to be our
breadwinner so June could devote herself entirely to singing. I was in
computers and did exceedingly well, and though June was unquestionably the
greater talent, a large part of me still wishes I’d taken the leap when my
voice had ripened to its apex when I was in my thirties.” He laughs a high
staccato laugh. “Oh well.”
“And the dog problem?”
“So… June retired from
the stage three years ago and we made the move from Bakersfield to Mercy seventeen
months ago. We live in the Southport community and we just love it, though the winters are
cold, and oh my God are we in the thick
of the opera scene here. Some retirement. June has a recital in May and we’re
doing an abbreviated La Traviata in
July. In the clubhouse. Practically sold out already. If you love opera, you don’t
want to miss this. World class.”
“May I assume the
problem with Puccini has something to do with your singing?” asks Healing,
trembling with the effort of suppressing his laughter.
“Oh my God you are psychic!” gushes Ansel. “Hold on.
June wants to speak to you.”
“Mr. Weintraub?” says a
woman with a booming voice an octave lower than Ansel’s. “The dog howls when we
sing, and we sing for hours every day, and though she’s otherwise a dear sweet
pooch, she simply won’t stop howling when we sing and we are positively at our
“Puccini is a female? Silly
me. I assumed she was male.”
“We didn’t think Giacomo
would mind,” says June, laughing thunderously. “Puccini is, after all, a last
name and perfect for a pooch. Get
“Got it,” says Healing,
taking the opportunity to laugh out loud. “And what kind of a dog is Puccini?”
“Oh let me give you
Ansel,” bellows June. “He has all the technical details at his fingertips.”
Ansel comes on the line again
and says, “She’s a one-year-old cross between a small, thank God, Siberian
Husky and an Australian sheep dog. Gorgeous. Grays and silvers and blacks and
whites and browns. A tapestry of earth tones. She was Pet of the Week in the Mercy Messenger and we had to get her. Such a cute puppy. Sweet as can be and easy to train, except for
the howling, and we don’t want to lose her, but the howling is just insufferable. Do you think you can cure
“Hard to say until I
meet her,” says Healing, no longer finding the situation funny. “I usually have
people bring their dogs to me, but in this case I think it makes more sense for
me to come to you and watch Puccini in action, so to speak, if you and June
wouldn’t mind singing for me.”
“Mind singing for you?” says Ansel, incredulously. “We’d love to sing for you.”
“Oh dear,” says Naomi, when Healing returns to the living room and describes the case of Ansel, June, and Puccini. “The poor dog.”
“Do they make such
things as earplugs for dogs?” asks Darby, having moved from the dining table to
the rocking chair in the living room.
“Not that I’m aware of,”
says Healing, sitting on the sofa where four cats settle on and around him.
“Have you ever
encountered anything like this before?” asks Maahiah, stirring the stew. “A
“Lots of dogs are pitch
sensitive,” says Healing, half-amused and half-aghast at the thought of Ansel
singing opera. “We’ll hope they have a big backyard or a room they can sound
proof where Puccini can hang out while they’re singing.”
“My heart goes out to this
dog,” says Maahiah, making a sad face. “May I come with you when you go to see
“We’d love the company,”
says Healing, smiling at her. “Mendelssohn and I.”
“Why are you taking
Mendelssohn?” asks Darby, sipping his beer. “Is he pitch sensitive, too?”
“Very,” says Healing,
exchanging looks with Mendelssohn who is sprawled near the fire with Harriet.
“And I always like to see how the dog in question relates to other dogs.”
“I’ve never heard
Mendelssohn howl,” says Maahiah, laughing. “And we sing all the time here.”
“Yes but we don’t sound
as if we’re howling,” says Healing, petting Dickens. “And I’m guessing that’s
why Puccini howls when June and Ansel sing. She thinks they’re howling, and the
wolf in her can’t help but howl with them.”
The next morning, the sky full of dark gray clouds, Healing and Maahiah, with Mendelssohn sitting between them in Healing’s little old pickup, drive three miles south of Mercy to Southport, a development of opulent houses and condominiums surrounding a golf course with a recently enlarged and upgraded clubhouse featuring an expensive eatery called El Fuego that features steak, pasta, and Mexican cuisine.
“When we first came to
Mercy and were looking for a place to buy,” says Maahiah, as they cruise down a
street of enormous new homes, “our realtor brought us here and Caspar said to him,
‘But this is a hellscape. Get us out of here.’ And I’ve never been here again
“I understand why Caspar
said that,” says Healing, slowing down to read the house numbers. “Coming from
Chambéry, a gorgeous thousand-year-old city, this must have seemed hellish to
him, though I can assure you there are many marvelous people and dogs living
“I’m sure there are,”
says Maahiah, wishing Caspar could be with them to meet the opera singers and
their dog. “His book gave him the reputation of someone who saw the good in
everyone, though in truth he was ever on the lookout for people’s flaws, and as
a consequence had few friends.”
“I never knew him in
that way,” says Healing, parking in front of Ansel and June’s house. “He was
always kind to me and to my friends and family, and genuinely so.”
“He changed when we got
here,” says Maahiah, closing her eyes to visualize Caspar. “He softened and
mostly let go of his grief about the lack of interest in the books he wrote
after Décollé.” She opens her eyes
and looks at Healing. “The failure of The
Letter Writer project pained him, but his joy about you and Jahera being
together dissolved the last of his regret, and he often said these last few
years were the happiest years of his life.”
“Mine, too,” says
Healing, turning off the engine. “And now we are about to meet Ansel and June
“But how can you be
honest with them without wounding them?” asks Maahiah, gazing out the window at
the enormous house. “If what you suspect is true?”
“‘The truth,’” says
Healing, scratching Mendelssohn’s head, “as your husband so famously wrote in Décollé, ‘is a multi-faceted gem, each
facet giving a unique view into the heart of the matter.’ So we shall endeavor
to reveal only those facets that will help and not wound.”
June is a tall bountiful woman with a spectacular frizz of dyed blonde hair. Wearing pleated beige slacks, a short-sleeved white dress shirt, and large dangly diamond earrings, she towers over Ansel, a round-shouldered man with a deeply wrinkled face and dyed brown hair, dressed very much like June minus the dangly earrings – both Ansel and June in their sixties.
Assured by Healing that Mendelssohn
is a prince among dogs, June and Ansel usher Healing and Maahiah and
Mendelssohn into the cavernous living room where Ansel opens the sliding glass
door to the tiny backyard and in rushes the gorgeous Puccini to greet
Mendelssohn, after which she gives Healing an approving smile and gazes at
Maahiah as if she’s just found the love of her life.
“How marvelous that you, too, named your dog
after a composer,” booms June. “Great minds think alike.”
“Shall we sing now?”
asks Ansel, eagerly. “We could do O Soave
fanciulla from La Boheme.”
“Oh I’m not warmed up
enough for that,” says June, giving
Ansel a horrified look. “Better to do Sulla
tomba che rinserra.” She turns to Healing. “What would you suggest?”
“First I’d like to open
the door to the backyard,” says Healing, smiling wanly at the thought of Ansel
and June attempting either of those famous duets, “to see if Puccini’s response
to your singing stems from aversion or her desire to sing with you. And second, if you, June, would sing a scale of ascending
notes, Do-re-mi etcetera, we will then have Ansel do the same.”
The sliding glass door
is opened to give the dogs the option of escape, and June positions herself in
the center of the room where she clasps her hands in front of her and sings a
scale – her voice fantastically deep and profoundly flat.
Puccini gives June a
wild-eyed look and begins to howl, which greatly interests Mendelssohn who
looks at Healing for permission to join Puccini. Healing nods and Mendelssohn
howls, too, on the last four notes of June’s disastrous scale.
“As I thought,” says
Healing, trying and failing to smile.
“My God!” says Ansel,
gaping at Healing. “Your dog howls at
“Apparently so,” says
Healing, feigning surprise. “Now you sing, Ansel.”
Ansel strikes a pose
similar to June’s and sings a scale of notes so painful to Healing and Maahiah
it is all they can do not to wince at his every note, while Puccini and
Mendelssohn raise their snouts to the heavens and howl for all they’re worth.
“Wow,” says Healing,
when Ansel and the dogs cease their cacophony. “You both have such voices.”
“Such,” says Maahiah, breathlessly.
“Too kind,” says June, smiling
“We live to sing,” says Ansel, pounding his chest with his fist. “But the
howling just ruins everything.”
Healing, nodding in agreement. “And I’m so sorry to tell you this, but
Puccini’s breed, especially the Husky part, is very close kin to wolf. Which is
to say, she might as well be a wolf.
Thus when you sing as you do, it is literally her genetic imperative to join
“Oh no,” says June,
folding her arms and pouting. “We so love having a dog, but we simply can’t go
on like this. Can’t you discipline her or something?”
“I’m afraid not,” says
Healing, contritely. “However, I can take Puccini off your hands and give her a
good home where no one sings as you do. And then, if I were you, I’d get a
poodle or a cockapoo, two breeds far removed from wolf and therefore much less
likely to howl when you sing. And if he or she does howl when you sing, I would suggest soundproofing a room where
he or she can wait while you practice.”
That is how Puccini came to live with Maahiah and Kadan and become the newest member of the Weintraub pack.
And Puccini brings such great
happiness to Maahiah that in harmony with Raaziyah and Ozan her grief is
leavened with joy beyond description.
On a chilly morning in
mid-July, Naomi steps out of her cottage into dense fog, her long white hair in
a four-strand braid, her mood euphoric because of the fabulous dream she just
had and the delightful absence of various aches and pains that have plagued her
for the last several months.
Dressed in her usual attire
of wool sweater over a long-sleeved shirt tucked into corduroy trousers, her
feet shod in leather walking shoes, Naomi smiles as the golden dog Mendelssohn comes
to wish her good morning.
Now Jahera in a pale
blue nightgown emerges from the chicken coop with a big red bowl full of eggs, her
graying black hair in a ponytail, and Naomi calls to her, “I dreamt Tova had
twins,” and bursts into tears.
Jahera sets the bowl of
eggs on the ground and goes to hug Naomi just as Healing comes out the kitchen
door en route to the garden to pick zucchinis for the breakfast omelet,
Socrates at his heels.
“What’s going on, Mum?”
he asks, seeing his mother weeping in Jahera’s arms.
“Oh Healing,” she says, smiling
through her tears. “You and Jahera are soon to be grandparents, and I a great
After a splendid omelet, Naomi resumes her daily conquest of the New York Times crossword puzzle, Jean clears the table, Jahera goes to get her camera – the kitchen made ethereal by fog-muted sunlight – and Jean says apropos of Naomi’s dream, “They’ve only just become lovers, Mum. Doesn’t mean they’re having a baby any time soon. If ever.”
“May help relieve
nausea,” says Naomi, looking over the tops of her glasses at Jean. “Seven
letters starting with B.”
“Burping,” says Healing,
doing the dishes.
“Excuse me?” says Naomi,
wrinkling her nose at him.
“May help relieve
nausea,” he says, nodding. “Burping.”
“Goodness,” says Naomi, frowning
at the puzzle. “Which means 47 Down, Discreet,
would be prudent, and 52 Across is
almost surely niacin.” She shakes her
head. “I never in a million years would have guessed burping. Seems rather de clássé for the New York Times, don’t you think?”
“All the world is de
clássé now,” says Jean, putting a kettle on for tea. “Except here in the little
old house on Nasturtium Road and at our house in Devon where Albert enforces
strict anti-de clássé laws.”
“If I may briefly revive
the subject of Tova and Lucien,” says Healing, smiling at his mother, “I would
“Fear not, my son,” says Naomi, having regained control of her emotions. “I shall make no mention of my dream to Tova or to Lucien, nor will I make any sort of fuss about their impending parenthood, though just between the four of us, I know my dream was prophetic. Literally.”
“How do you know?” asks
Jahera, who is photographing the parrots Bogart and Bacall through the open
door of their big cage in the far corner of the kitchen.
“The dream was so real,” says Naomi, taking off her
glasses to gaze at Jahera. “Indistinguishable from this reality. Perhaps even more real. Which is how my dreams were about
Healing before he was born.”
“Did you see them?” asks
Jahera, taking picture after picture of Naomi. “The twins?”
“I did,” says Naomi, smiling
sublimely. “A girl and a boy.”
Later that morning, home from spending the night at Lucien’s, Tova accompanies Healing and the four dogs on a walk across town to Darby and Marjorie’s house at the end of Huckleberry Lane where Darby’s dog Dagwood and Marjorie’s dog Fritz join the pack for a ramble across the headlands to land’s end and back, after which Darby and Marjorie give Healing and Tova tea.
“How’s the romance
progressing?” asks Darby, winking at Tova. “By the bloom in your cheeks, I’d say
things are going well.”
“I suppose so,” says
Tova, frowning. “Though we keep discovering we don’t really know how to be in a relationship. Do you know
what I mean? We’re both so used to being solo artists, we really don’t know
what to do with each other besides carry on as friends and sleep together.”
“Well that is how to be in a relationship,” says
Darby, nodding encouragingly. “A friendship with physical intimacy.” He looks
at Marjorie and Healing. “No?”
“Yes,” says Healing, nodding
in agreement, “though I think she’s talking about the learning curve, if you
will, on which two people evolve into a dyad that is ineffably greater than the
sum of its parts.”
“Sounds right,” says
Tova, feeling she might cry. “Something like that.”
“Takes time,” says
Marjorie, putting her hand on Tova’s shoulder. “And it requires a shift in your
priorities, I think. The relationship has to take precedence over your solo
tendencies. Not always, but certainly more than in a friendship.”
“It’s very interesting
you should say that,” says Tova, clearing her throat, “because Lucien is going
to Los Angeles to be the art director of a movie for the last week of July and
most of August, and he wants me to come with him, except the last thing I want to do is go hang out in
a city that makes Portland look like a small town when I’m still recovering
from eighteen years of living in Portland, which was by far too huge for me. Yet
there’s a part of me that wants to go
with him because I love being with him and we’re just starting our relationship
and it seems I should go because this
is such a big deal in his life and he really wants me to come along except I’m
in the middle of all sorts of wonderful things here and I’d rather not put
everything on hold while he’s having the time of his life and I’m stuck in some
hotel room waiting for him to come home with takeout Chinese.”
“Is that the plan?” asks
Darby, giving her a dubious look. “You wait in the hotel room all day and he
brings you takeout Chinese? Wouldn’t he take you to a swank café?”
“Oh I don’t know,” says
Tova, sadly shaking her head. “If it was only for a week I’d be happy to go.
But it’s six weeks.”
“Will you drive to Los
Angeles?” asks Marjorie, who is seventy-eight and recently returned to Mercy
after living in Idaho for twelve years, and never
wants to leave Mercy ever again.
“No. We would take the
train from Oakland,” says Tova, gazing out the window. “That would be fun. A
train trip with Lucien.”
“Go for a week, darling,”
says Healing, gently. “And if you’ve had enough by then, take the train home
and we’ll pick you up in Oakland.”
“You think so?” says
Tova, brightening. “We hadn’t thought of me just going for part of the time.”
She laughs. “You see? We really don’t how
to be in a relationship.”
And so Tova and Lucien sally forth to the city of angels, the days go by, July becomes August, and the habitués of the little house on Nasturtium Road hear not a peep from Tova or Lucien until the morning of the seventh of August.
says Naomi, answering the old landline on the kitchen counter. “To whom may I
direct your call?”
“Grandma-ma, it’s Tova.”
“Tova?” says Naomi,
looking over the tops of her glasses at Healing and Jahera and Jean who are at
the dining table, all of them gazing raptly at Naomi as if they can see Tova
embodied in the ancient yellow phone. “The name is vaguely familiar. Are you
inquiring about a dog problem or a cat problem?”
“Don’t be mean,” says
Tova, sounding exactly as she did when she was five and Naomi would tease her
with sarcasm. “We’ve been crazy busy since the moment we got here and this is literally the first chance I’ve had to
call, and by chance I mean barely a
moment because we’re leaving for the set in just a few minutes.”
“Do tell,” says Naomi,
beckoning Healing to come and listen with her.
“Oh God,” Tova effuses.
“So much has happened. First of all, Lucien asked me to come to the set with
him on our first day here and the person they’d hired to assist him was a no
show, so Lucien said he wanted me to assist him in the meantime, and the
director approved, and by the end of the day I’d been officially hired as the
assistant art director and they’re paying me union scale, so I’m making a fortune. By my standards. And I’m
learning so much about art directing from
Lucien who’s just a genius at this sort of thing, like how certain colors look
just awful on film and others look marvelous, and the placement of symbolic
artifacts around the set, like paintings subtly echoing the gist of the scene,
and Lucien says I’m a natural, though I think he’s just being nice, and then
three days ago we were having supper with Daniel, the director, who is so good with actors it’s a thrill to
watch him work. He and Lucien were pals in France. Oh and you must tell Darby the name of the swank
restaurant where Daniel took us. It is so
swank it verges on satire.”
“It being?” ask Naomi, exchanging
quiet chuckles with Healing.
“No Jive,” says Tova, laughing. “Oh Beck is here. He’s our driver.
He’s an absolute wizard at navigating the insane
traffic. Oh and now Lucien is holding up three fingers, which means I have
three more minutes. So… also tell Darby we’re not in a hotel but in a lovely
condominium right on the beach in Santa Monica. Not that we have time to go to
“You were about to tell
us something that happened at supper with Daniel,” says Healing, taking the
phone from his mother.
“I was,” says Tova,
starting to cry. “Hi Pa-pa. So Isadora the French actress who was supposed to
play the part of Gretchen who has a brief fling with Jonah, the male lead, as a
kind of a bittersweet prelude to Jonah’s falling in love with Jessica, the
female lead… anyway Isadora broke her ankle and can’t play the part because she’s
a waitress in the movie and she has to walk around carrying things, so I said with
my French accent which I’ve modeled after Jahera’s, ‘Oh what a disaster. What
will you do, Daniel?” and Daniel gaped at me and said, ‘We’ll test you for the
part tomorrow,’ and so he did and he says the camera loves me so now I’m in
three juicy little scenes as Gretchen starting tomorrow and… oh we’ve got to go.
Beck’s at the door. Love you. Bye.”
As if Tova’s call wasn’t enough excitement for one morning, when the breakfast dishes are done and Jahera and Healing and Jean are getting ready to take the dogs for a beach walk, the phone rings again.
Healing answers and his
heart sinks when he hears the voice of Max Benoit calling from Geneva – Max and
his wife Miranda the owners of Mendelssohn who they left with Healing to care
for while they’ve been in Geneva for two years, those two years now drawing to
“Healing,” says Max with
his strong French accent. “How are you?”
“I’m well,” says
Healing, dreading the loss of Mendelssohn. “And you and Miranda?”
“We are very well and
have made a great success in Geneva and I have agreed to conduct here for one
more year, and then we are moving to England for three years and we hope to
find a place there with a yard for Mendelssohn. So we are wondering if you
would mind keeping him for another year, for which we insist on paying you, and
then once we are settled in England we will bring Mendelssohn over here.”
Jahera watches Healing
falter in his reply, and knowing the call is from Max, she takes the phone from
Healing and shifts the language of the conversation to French.
Healing listens numbly
to Jahera and Max exchanging niceties before he wanders out the back door – the
dogs following him.
He walks to the pond and
sits on the bench while Harriet and Tabinda and Socrates chase a squirrel, and
Mendelssohn hops up on the bench beside him.
“I know you’d love to be
with Max and Miranda again,” says Healing, petting Mendelssohn. “But I want you
to stay with us. I’ve grown accustomed to your face. You almost make the day
begin. Like breathing out and breathing in.” He laughs. “And you get me, Moosh. As so few ever have. Dogs
or humans. You really get me.”
Mendelssohn looks into
Healing’s eyes and gives a little nod to say The feeling is mutual, Shafi.
After a good long sit by the pond, the last of the morning fog finally abating, Healing and the dogs return to the house to collect Jean and Jahera for a walk to the beach, and as Jahera is leashing Socrates she says matter-of-factly, “So I settled things with Max and we’re keeping Mendelssohn.”
“For one more glorious
year,” says Healing, leashing Tabinda and Harriet. “And we’ll make the best of
“No,” says Jahera, unable
to conceal her joy. “Moosh is going to live with us for the rest of his life.”
The next morning Diego arrives at the Weintraub estate at eight on the dot, and after he and Healing work for three hours, Diego has a photography lesson with Jahera, followed by lunch on the deck with Healing and Jahera and Naomi and Jean and Maahiah and Caspar – quesadillas, guacamole, arroz y frijoles, courtesy of Diego’s grandmother Luisa – to celebrate Mendelssohn’s becoming a permanent member of the family.
“What were your labors
here today, Diego?” asks Maahiah, who is very fond of the young man.
“Healing and I put up
twenty feet of new fence where the old fence rotted away,” says Diego, setting his
fork down to answer her. “And we cleaned the chicken coop and planted carrots
and peas and lettuce. Then Jahera and I took pictures with her cameras using
different shutter speeds and different F-stops. She told me you are a very good
photographer. I would like to see some of your pictures. It’s very interesting,
you know, these cameras on our phones. They make all those adjustments by
themselves, but sometimes we might want something different than what they want,
so if I’m going to be a photographer I must know how to tell the camera what I
“Is that what you’d like
to be?” asks Caspar, surprised by Diego’s interest in taking pictures. “A
photographer? Why did I think you were an actor?”
“Perhaps because he’s so
handsome and charming,” says Maahiah, smiling at Diego.
“No,” says Diego, waving
the compliment away. “I’m not an actor. I would like to make books like
Jahera’s books, you know. Photographs of interesting things with words to go
along with the pictures.” Diego smiles at Healing. “And I’d like to interview
people for the newspaper and take their pictures. I just sent my first
interview and pictures to the Mercy
Messenger. I don’t know if they’ll take it, but I hope so.”
“Whom did you interview?”
asks Caspar, intrigued by Diego’s ambition.
“My friend Jaime,” says
Diego, nodding. “He just got back from two years in the Army, so I asked him
about that and his life now. It was very interesting to hear what happened to
him.” Diego nods thoughtfully. “He’s not going to re-up. He was in a combat zone
for seven months and got wounded twice. Once in the leg and once in the hand.
He says he’s lucky to be alive and I believe him.”
“How horrible for him,”
says Jean, grimacing. “What is he doing now that he’s home?”
“He’s going to community
college and, you know, just trying to feel okay again. He got PTSD. Do you know
about this? Trauma from the war. But you can get it from other things, too. I
think I have some. He gets very anxious, you know, and sometimes he’s so afraid
he can’t go to school.”
“Is that in the
interview?” asks Caspar, fascinated.
“Oh yes,” says Diego,
nodding. “It’s all about that, you know. How when something terrible happens to
someone it can change their life forever.”
“I’d love to read it,”
says Caspar, earnestly. “Whether they put it in the newspaper or not.”
“You really want to?”
asks Diego, blushing. “I mean… I’m just learning to write, you know, at the community
college and from Healing and Naomi so it might not be good enough for you.”
“I’m sure it will be
more than good enough,” says Caspar, remembering when he was eighteen and just
starting to write poems and stories, how reluctant he was to show anyone his
work for fear they would crush his illusion of greatness.
“Okay,” says Diego,
glancing at Healing for approval. “I’ll give you a copy and some pictures I
took of Jaime.”
“We know you’re very
busy, Diego,” says Maahiah, nodding graciously to him, “but I could use your
help in my garden one or two days a week for a few hours. If you’re looking for
more work and could fit us into your schedule.”
“I can work for you,”
says Diego, nodding. “I work here three mornings a week, and I work for Darby
and Marjorie one afternoon a week, and I work for the Millers across the street
right over here on Saturdays for five hours. So I could give you a couple hours
in the afternoon on the days I work here.”
“Be sure to leave enough
time for school and study and photography,” says Healing, with concern in his
voice. “And for Teresa.”
“Don’t worry, Pa-pa,”
says Diego, grinning at Healing. “My goal is twenty-five hours of work a week
and I’m almost there. Then I can save some money, you know, and still have time
for my girlfriend and studying with you and Naomi and Jahera. And time for my
art, of course.”
In the backyard on a warm afternoon in early October, Healing is helping a young woman named Leslie train her spunky six-month-old mongrel Diva, while Lucien films the proceedings, his video camera mounted on a tripod on the deck.
Diva performs admirably
whenever Healing handles her, and is mostly uncooperative when Leslie takes the
leash from Healing.
“What am I doing wrong?”
asks Leslie, exasperated by Diva ignoring her commands.
“Tell her to sit,” says
Healing, standing several feet away from Leslie and her big sturdy brown pup.
“Sit?” says Leslie,
looking down at Diva who, instead of sitting, tugs at the leash.
“Leslie,” says Healing,
waiting for her to look at him before saying more. “Tell her to sit. Don’t ask
her if she wants to sit. To master your dog, you must be the master. This
doesn’t mean you need be cruel or loud or angry. Be firm and kind and entirely
sure of yourself. You are the master, she is not.”
Leslie considers this,
smiles down at her dog, and with no nonsense in her voice says, “Sit Diva. Now.
And Diva sits.
“Now walk her in a big
figure eight,” says Healing, tracing a figure eight in the air. “Keep her on a
short leash, and if she pulls away, firmly hold her close, not violently, but
with steady strength, and say, ‘Heel.’ Don’t ask her to heel. Tell her in the same way you told her to sit.”
Leslie walks away with
Diva, and when the pup tries to pull Leslie in another direction, Leslie keeps
her close and says, “Heel.” And Diva heels.
Healing, calling to Leslie. “The next time she obeys you, reward her and tell
her she’s a genius.”
When Leslie and Diva depart, Lucien and Healing have tea on the deck, and with the camera still recording, Lucien asks, “Was it my imagination or did Diva enjoy learning to do what Leslie wanted her to do? She seemed to like the discipline.”
“It was not your
imagination,” says Healing, pouring their tea. “Dogs want to be loved and to
love, just as humans do. They want to feel safe and to know they have food and
water, and they want to belong to a family. And when they identify you as the
primary source of these things, they very much want to please you. So, yes,
Diva enjoyed learning to do what Leslie wanted her to do, in part because
learning in itself is satisfying, and on a deeper level she enjoyed herself because
Leslie’s happiness is the source of everything Diva wants.”
“I love how training a
dog is as much about training the person who owns the dog as it is about
training the dog. Once Leslie became more definitive, everything fell into
place. I found it both amazing and immensely satisfying.”
“I’m glad,” says
Healing, looking at the camera. “Might we turn this off? I’m feeling a bit over-recorded
“Oh of course,” says
Lucien, jumping up to stop the recording. “Thank you for humoring me. I want to
send Daniel something of you because Tova and I talked so much about you to
him, about your way with dogs and cats, and he was intrigued, so this will
“When will his movie
come out?” asks Healing, relieved to have the camera off.
“About a year from now
if all goes well,” says Lucien, sipping his tea. “Daniel is editing now and
hopes to have something to show distributors by March. He’s still not settled
on the music. He wants something acoustic and intimate, not orchestral or
electronic. It’s a very intimate movie, which means it probably won’t be seen
by many people, though it deserves to be. It’s a lovely story and your daughter
is remarkable in her role. She acts as she sings, with truth in every word.
Daniel can’t wait to put her in his next film.”
“She was born a
brilliant clown,” says Healing, remembering Tova’s uncanny imitations of Naomi and
Ezra when she was only four. “A preternatural mime.”
“She says she got all
her talent from you,” says Lucien, smiling rapturously as he thinks of Tova.
“She will never know as
I do,” says Healing, gripped by nostalgia, “how very much like her mother she
is, her mother who left us when Tova was not yet a year old, but left behind in
Tova her magnificent genetics.”
On Thanksgiving morning, Tova and Lucien arrive at the little old house on Nasturtium Road to help with the preparations for a mid-day feast for twenty-five – Diego’s grandmother Luisa, Diego’s girlfriend Teresa, Maahiah, Jahera, and Tova collaborating on an Algerian Mexican extravaganza – Marjorie having baked pumpkin and quince pies – rain expected to fall throughout the day.
Healing and Diego and
Darby and Naomi are sitting around the coffee table in the living room playing
Scrabble, a fire blazing in the hearth, while Caspar snoozes in the rocking
chair and the dogs wait with varying degrees of impatience for the Scrabble
game to be over so Healing will take them for a walk, rain be damned.
“We have news,” says
Tova, her baby bump quite large now.
“About the movie?” asks
Diego, who is very excited about Tova being in a film that might one day play
at the Surf Theatre in Mercy.
“No,” says Tova, as she
and Lucien stand on the threshold between the kitchen and the living room. “About
The collective breath is
held as Tova gives Lucien a look to say You
“We had our first
ultrasound yesterday,” says Lucien, placing his hand on Tova’s belly. “And we
learned we are four months along and there are two babies in here. A girl and a
“And you waited all this time to tell us?” says Naomi, pretending
to be outraged as she winks at Healing.
“We wanted to be alone
with the news for a little while,” says Lucien, smiling at Naomi. “Just the
four of us.”
“Then last night,” says
Tova, with tears running down her cheeks, “as we were falling asleep, Lucien told
me about a winter he spent in Algeria with Jahera and Maahiah when he was a
boy, and the wonderful friend he had there named Ozan, and I loved the name
Ozan so much we decided that will be the name of our son.”
“Ozan means poet,” says
Maahiah, placing her hand on her heart.
“Then Tova said she’s
always loved the name Rosalind,” says Lucien, putting his arm around Tova, “and
I said, ‘I love Rosalind, too, or we could call her Raaziyah so both our
children will have Arabic names.’”
“What does Raaziyah
mean?” asks Diego, captivated by the magic of this moment.
“Joyful and grateful,”
says Maahiah, coming to embrace Tova. “A gift from God.”
The day before Healing Weintraub’s sixty-sixth birthday, on a cold clear morning in June, Healing and his sister Jean walk with their four dogs to the vast beach at the mouth of the Mercy River, and seeing other dogs and people on the beach, they do not unleash their dogs.
Walking northward along
the shore for a half-mile or so, they come upon a big burly fellow with white
hair named Phil Wiggins, shouting at a strikingly beautiful gal with graying
brown hair named Amy Frobisher. The cause of their dispute is that Amy’s dog
Ridley has stolen the ball Phil flung into the icy water for his dog Special to
retrieve – Special a sixty-pound eight-year-old Golden Retriever, Ridley a
massive five-year-old mix of Greyhound, Great Dane, and Golden Retriever, one
of the most powerful dogs Healing has ever known.
“Your stupid dog ruins the beach for my dog
and all the other dogs who like to play ball,” shouts Phil, glaring at Amy.
“You should keep him on leash if you can’t keep him from stealing balls.”
“Oh grow up,” says Amy,
petulantly. “He’s just a dog being a dog.”
“Ridley,” calls Healing,
who has known the mighty ball thief since he was a pup. “Bring me the ball.”
To Phil’s amazement and
Amy’s chagrin, Ridley sprints to Healing and drops the ball at his feet, and
Healing hands the ball to Phil.
“Thanks,” says Phil,
taking a deep breath to calm down. “That dog is a menace. You’re the only
person in the world who can get him to bring the ball to you. I don’t know how
you do it, but if you hadn’t come along just now, I guarantee he never would
have given it back.”
“Amy,” says Healing,
waving to her. “Would you mind leashing Ridley so Phil and Special can play
ball without interference from Ridley?”
“You can’t be serious,”
she says, scoffing at him. “Come on Ridley.”
Ridley remains with Healing
despite Amy’s repeated calls until Healing taps the top of Ridley’s head and
says, “Go on now Ridley. Go with Amy,” and away Ridley goes.
“Too bad about that,”
says Healing, watching Amy and Ridley walk away – Ridley looking back to see if
Phil might throw the ball again for Special. “I’ve offered to train him not to
do that, but Amy refuses, so…” He shrugs. “I’m sorry, Phil.”
“You’d think,” says
Jean, annoyed by Amy’s recalcitrance, “she’d bring Ridley his own ball if he’s
so keen on that sort of thing.”
“Oh we gave her a flinger and six balls,” says Phil, exasperated.
“Meryl Horner, Bob Davidson, Craig Ross, Daphne Dorsett, and I. And she called
us idiots and made a big show of throwing the flinger and balls into the garbage
can.” He sighs. “Sadly, this is the high point of her life. Ruining the beach
for us and our dogs.”
“I wonder why she’s so
combative,” says Jean, who sensed great sorrow in Amy.
“It would be one thing
if she happened to be here when we came
to the beach,” says Phil, still not throwing the ball for Special, “but she’s
here every morning and stays for hours
and hours, and that maniacal dog will
go miles out of his way to steal balls from our dogs. Miles.”
“Have you tried bringing
two balls?” asks Healing, knowing he could train Ridley not to steal balls if
only Amy would allow him to. “One for Special and one for Ridley?”
“Countless times,” says
Phil, sighing again. “He just takes whichever ball Special is chasing, and when
I throw the other ball, he gets that one, too, and then Special gets confused
and upset and I’m screaming at Ridley, and…” He shrugs helplessly. “We just
Another quarter-mile along, Healing and Jean and their dogs come upon willowy Daphne Dorsett complaining to Amy about Ridley taking not one but two of Baryshnikov’s balls – Baryshnikov a sweet old Black Lab.
“This beach is for everyone,
Daphne,” says Amy, glowering at her. “Not just you.”
Once again, Healing has
Ridley bring him the purloined balls, and after Amy and Ridley amble away,
Daphne says to Healing in her quavering voice, “Thank you so much, Healing.
I’ve been meaning to tell you that a friend of mine sent me an article about
soaking a tennis ball in hot sauce, which dogs supposedly hate. Do you think
such a ball would deter Ridley?”
“Not likely,” says
Healing, laughing at the thought of Daphne flinging tennis balls drenched in
hot sauce for Ridley to retrieve. “And Baryshnikov might never retrieve a ball
again if he got hold of a spicy one.”
“She gets some sort of strange
satisfaction from ruining our fun,” says Daphne, a retired teacher. “Just like
the bullies at school. Poor dear. No one is a bully if they haven’t been
bullied.” She shrugs. “We would all happily go to another beach, but this is
the only beach near town where dogs are allowed. The other beaches are wild
life refuges, as well they should be.”
“I wonder what she hopes
to gain from this,” muses Jean, ever perplexed by people who are consciously
cruel to others.
“Well we know it isn’t
money,” says Daphne, shaking her head, “because we offered to pay her not to bring Ridley here from
eight until ten in the morning on Mondays Wednesdays and Thursdays.”
“How much did you offer
her?” asks Jean, aghast.
“Fifty-six dollars a day,”
says Daphne, sadly shaking her head. “That would have been eight of us putting in
seven dollars each. To which Amy replied that she had never been so insulted.
So we upped the sum to sixty-four dollars and she resorted to obscenities. And
that was that.”
For Healing’s birthday, Jahera and Maahiah serve a sumptuous Algerian supper on the deck for seventeen people – the June weather continuing mild and mostly sunny.
At feast’s end, when
everyone has a piece of pumpkin pie and coffee or tea, Healing says, “I have
been preoccupied with a little mystery for the last twenty-four hours, and I’d
love to present the case to you and ask for your thoughts on the matter.”
“Do tell,” says Darby,
sipping his coffee flavored with a splash of rum. “Who doesn’t love a good
“A new case?” effuses Healing’s
daughter Tova. “We love new cases.”
Healing eloquently describes
the problem of Ridley the ball-thieving dog and his uncooperative owner Amy,
and the ongoing sorrow and frustration this brings to several Mercy dog owners
and their dogs.
father-in-law, frowns at the conclusion of Healing’s presentation and says,
“May I ask if Ridley is the only such ball-thieving dog who visits our beach?”
“There are many dogs who
visit our beach who will chase balls thrown for other dogs,” says Healing,
smiling at Caspar. “But their owners cooperate in retrieving any wrongly
appropriated balls, and thereafter will leash their dogs or move out of range to
avoid a recurrence. Amy is the only dog owner availing herself of the town
beach who steadfastly refuses to cooperate in this regard, and Ridley is the
only resident dog who will never
bring a ball back to anyone, except to me.”
“Why will he bring the
ball to you and to no one else?” asks Lucien, Jahera’s son who is currently
“The short answer,” says
Healing, who holds free weekly dog training sessions in the backyard for those
with young dogs or with older dogs in need of tune-ups, “is that Ridley
perceives me as his alpha and so very much wants to please me.”
“But doesn’t he see the
woman who owns him as his alpha?” asks Lucien, frowning. “I thought all dogs
saw their owners as their alphas.”
“Not so,” says Healing,
finding the question especially illuminating regarding Amy and Ridley. “For a
dog to recognize another dog or person as his or her alpha, the alpha must
possess certain capabilities and…” He struggles to find the word. “…behaviors that
inform the dog of the alpha’s… alpha-ness, if you will.”
“I don’t understand,”
says Lucien, shaking his head. “I believe you, of course, because I see proof
of your alpha-ness every time I come to visit, but I can’t imagine what those
capabilities and behaviors are.”
“There may not be human
words for what I’m trying to describe,” says Healing, none coming to mind.
“So is that why Amy can’t
control Ridley?” asks Maahiah, who often knows what Healing is thinking. “Because
she is not his alpha? Then how does she get him to and from the beach?”
“She has no trouble
getting him to the beach,” says
Healing, laughing. “Because Ridley loves
going to the beach. Lives for going
to the beach. But when it’s time to leave
the beach, Amy will shout herself hoarse trying to get him to come near enough
so she can leash him and drag him to her car. I know this because on several
occasions, though she absolutely loathed doing so, she asked for my help, which
I gave her.”
“The dog needs to be
trained or banned,” says Darby, angered by the situation. “This woman shouldn’t
be allowed to ruin the beach for everyone else.”
“He does need to be trained,” says Healing, nodding in agreement,
“though he’s almost six now and it would take some doing. He’s incredibly
willful and formidably strong. I have offered to train him but Amy won’t hear
“So this really isn’t
about the dog at all,” says Jean, who has raised many dogs in her life. “It’s about
the person.” She looks at her mother. “Don’t you think so, Mum?”
“Reluctantly, I must
recuse myself from this discussion,” says Naomi with a wry smile, “because Amy
has consulted with me and my Tarot deck on occasion, and my insights about her,
though they very well might prove helpful, must remain unspoken. Client
confidentiality and all that.”
“I have another
question,” says Caspar, who loves discussing Healing’s dog cases. “Does Amy
throw a ball for Ridley to fetch?”
“No,” says Healing,
shaking his head. “She brings him to the beach expressly, it seems, to steal
balls belonging to other dogs.”
“Doesn’t this strike you
as odd?” says Caspar, squinting thoughtfully. “It does me. I think it might be a
crucial fact to be examined more closely.”
“I think he’s right,”
says Darby, wagging a finger at Healing. “Find out why she won’t fling a ball
for her own dog who loves nothing so much as chasing a ball, and you’ll find
yourself at the heart of the mystery.”
“Of course,” says Healing,
awareness dawning. “She can’t control him, yet she has found a way to give him
what he wants.”
Over tea the next morning, Healing says to his mother, “Speaking hypothetically, and not about any person in particular, why do you imagine anyone would behave as Amy is behaving toward the people who bring their dogs to the beach to chase balls?”
Naomi, who turned
eighty-eight in April, looks up from the Thursday New York Times crossword puzzle, today’s theme Broadway musicals of
the 1950s and therefore easy as pie for Naomi. “I would suggest that such a
person is bitterly jealous of those other people because she perceives them,
rightly or wrongly, as happier than she, and
they have dogs who obey them. Whereas she is deeply unhappy and has a dog she
can barely control.”
“Such a person is deeply
unhappy because…?” asks Healing, cocking his head to one side as his dog
Socrates will cock his head when pondering a bafflement.
“A loveless childhood,”
says Naomi, sadly. “Boarding schools from six to eighteen. Failed friendships
and terrible marriages, and now living alone without deep purpose for many
“How does she earn her
living?” asks Jahera, bringing her coffee to the table.
“She is the sole heir of
an enormous fortune handed down from her great grandfather,” says Naomi,
sipping her tea. “Frobisher Sugar. At one time they owned large swaths of
Hawaii and their sugar was ubiquitous throughout the northern hemisphere.”
The next morning, after a lengthy discussion and rehearsal, Naomi and Healing and Jean walk with their four dogs to the beach at the mouth of the Mercy River, a half-mile from the little old house on Nasturtium Road – Healing armed with a flinger and three sturdy rubber balls the size of tennis balls.
Socrates is half Lab and
half Catahoula and weighs fifty pounds. Tabinda is half Lab and half German Shepherd
and weighs seventy pounds. Mendelssohn is half Border Collie and half Golden
Retriever and weighs fifty-seven pounds. And Harriet is entirely Golden Lab and
a muscular sixty pounds. All the dogs will retrieve balls flung for them, though
only Harriet will gladly charge into the frigid surf to retrieve a ball. And
though all the dogs are good swimmers, only Harriet will without hesitation swim
great distances in the wide calm stretches of the river in pursuit of a ball.
As for chasing balls on
land, Tabinda and Harriet are indefatigable, whereas Socrates loses interest
after a few throws and Mendelssohn will only
retrieve a ball if Healing asks him to.
The three humans and four dogs arrive at the beach and find the tide high and the surf raucous and no one else about, so the dogs are unleashed and Healing begins the proceedings by flinging the ball so it rolls fast along the sand parallel to the incoming waves – Tabinda, Harriet, and Socrates racing after the rolling orb whiles Mendelssohn stays close to the humans.
Tabinda, being the
fastest of those three, is the first to reach the ball, which she happily brings
back to Healing.
“Moosh?” says Healing, using
one of several nicknames for Mendelssohn. “Would you please show your friends
how it’s done?”
Mendelssohn smiles, and
when Healing flings the ball again, Mendelssohn joins the chase and beats
Tabinda to the ball by twenty feet.
Returning with the ball
and dropping it at Healing’s feet, Mendelssohn gives Healing a look to say Something along those lines?
“Righto,” says Healing, scooping
up the ball. “Otra vez, por favor.”
This time he flings the
ball high and far so it lands where the incoming waves are at just finishing spending
themselves on the shore, and once again Mendelssohn outruns the others and picks
up the ball before the outgoing waves might carry it away.
And now Ridley appears a quarter-mile to the south, running Greyhound fast toward Healing, with Amy trailing far behind.
“Here they come,” says
Healing, alerting Jean and Naomi. “Remember your lines?”
“We will improvise if
necessary,” says Naomi, chuckling. “But we will certainly stick to the gist of our
“More than this I cannot
ask for,” says Healing, waiting until Ridley is about fifty yards away before flinging
the ball into the shallows of the surf.
Tabinda, Harriet, and
Socrates give chase – Mendelssohn does not – and Ridley outraces them all,
snatches the ball from the water, and starts to run away.
“Bring the ball to me,
Ridley,” calls Healing, with a touch of anger in his voice.
Ridley abruptly turns
around and brings the ball to Healing.
“Thank you, my friend,”
says Healing, turning to Jean and Naomi. “Would you leash Socrates and Tabinda,
please? Mendelssohn needs no leash.”
When Tabinda and
Socrates are leashed and sitting obediently beside Jean and Naomi, Healing
flings the ball into the surf again, and Harriet and Ridley race off in hot pursuit.
And though Harriet
reaches the ball first, Ridley, who outweighs Harriet by fifty pounds and
possesses ten times her strength, wrests the ball from her and runs away with his
Again Healing commands
Ridley to bring him the ball, and again Ridley obeys.
Now Amy finally arrives
and is about to tell Healing to stop playing with her dog, when Naomi calls to
her, “Well hello Amy. How nice to see you again. How are you?”
“Oh,” says Amy, taken
aback to see Naomi away from her cozy cottage where she gives Tarot readings.
“Hi Naomi. I… I’m okay, I guess. How are you?
“I’m well,” says Naomi,
approaching her and taking her hand. “I’m only seeing a few clients a week
these days. Slowing down. But I can always squeeze you in should you care to have a session. And I’m loving having
Jean here from England for the next few months. You’ve met my daughter Jean,
“Not formally,” says Amy,
turning to Jean. “Hello.”
“Hello,” says Jean, shaking
Amy’s hand. “What a gorgeous dog you have. Such a powerful fellow.”
“More than I can
handle,” says Amy, softening as the conversation continues. “He’s a sweetheart
at home, but out in the world…” She lowers her voice. “He tends to be wild.”
Healing takes this as
his cue to fling the ball over the smaller waves into deeper water – Harriet
and Ridley racing after the prize.
The surf is a mad jumble
of undertows and cross currents today, and Harriet can barely get past the
first line of waves before she begins her struggle to regain the shore, while
Ridley easily surmounts the lesser waves and swims out into the trough of a
large incoming breaker where the ball awaits him twenty yards away.
Now all eyes – human and
canine – are on Ridley as he swiftly swims through the water and clamps his
jaws around the ball just as the wave breaks over him and tumbles him
“I hate this,” says Amy,
pressing her clenched fists to her mouth. “He could drown.”
“He’ll be fine,” says
Naomi, calmly. “He’s a magnificent swimmer. Don’t worry, dear.”
“I hate this so much,” says Amy, gritting her teeth.
“There’s nothing I can do to help him.”
“Look, he’s almost out
of the water,” says Jean, cheerfully. “Not to worry.”
When at last Ridley is
back on terra firma, he shakes himself and runs away with the ball – Healing following
Ridley with his eyes and thinking Where
are you going, my friend? That’s my
ball. Bring it to me, please.
And Ridley turns around
and brings the ball to Healing.
“Thank you, my champion,”
says Healing, gazing into Ridley’s eyes. “Ready for another swim?”
“Oh please don’t throw
it in the water again,” says Amy, hurrying over to Healing. “I’m afraid he
“I have never thrown the
ball for your dog,” says Healing, gravely. “I threw the ball for my dog, and
your dog stole it, though we have all repeatedly asked you to leash him so he
won’t do that. To no avail.”
“I’m sorry,” says Amy, the
act of apologizing obviously distasteful for her. “Please don’t throw it into
the water again.”
“You can’t be serious,”
says Healing, flinging the ball far out into the tumult of waves – Harriet and
Ridley giving chase again.
“No!” cries Amy, rushing
after the dogs. “Come back, Ridley.”
But Ridley ignores her,
charges through the shallows, lunges over the lesser waves, and swims further
from shore than he has ever gone before, while Harriet fights her way out of
the treacherous surf and comes to sit with the other dogs, all of them watching
Ridley with fear in their hearts.
After a long arduous
swim, Ridley reaches the ball and clamps his teeth around it just as a mammoth crashes
over him and submerges him for several seconds before he comes up for air still
clenching the ball as another behemoth wave bears down on him.
“Oh God!” screams Amy,
turning to Healing. “Can you save him?”
“If you will let me
train him,” says Healing, glancing out at Ridley small in the distance
struggling to keep his head above water, “and let me teach you how to control
him, I will do my very best to save him.”
“Sounds like fun,” says
Naomi, speaking the lines she rehearsed on their way to the beach. “And after
the lessons we can have tea and…” She gasps as the humungous wave crashes over
Ridley. “…talk about life.”
“I should like to attend
those lessons, too,” says Jean, hoping to sound cheerful, though she knows Ridley
is in mortal danger. “And then tea. Nothing better than tea and talk after a
“Fine. Okay. Yes,” says
Amy, bursting into tears. “Please save him. Please.”
Healing strides to the
water’s edge and gestures emphatically for Ridley to swim north and parallel to
the incoming waves. “That way, Ridley!” he shouts, pointing with the flinger. “Go
And hearing Healing’s
voice and seeing Healing gesturing and feeling
Healing believing in him, Ridley summons the last of his strength and swims
northward into somewhat calmer waters, where after several more minutes of desperate
swimming he comes to within a hundred feet of shore where Healing, naked as a
newborn, is up to his chest in the frigid water waiting for him.
“Good dog,” cries Healing,
wrapping his arms around Ridley and half-carrying and half-dragging him to
shore where they both collapse on the sand.
Four days later, Amy and Ridley arrive at the Weintraub compound for their first training session with Healing assisted by Jean and Harriet and Mendelssohn – the session a resounding success.
After their lesson,
while Ridley explores the property with his fellow pooches, Amy joins Jean and
Naomi and Jahera and Healing for tea and cookies on the deck – the first of
many such tea parties that entangle Amy in the constellation of friends who
orbit the little old house on Nasturtium Road – the results of her entanglement
proving miraculous for everyone involved.